- knock on room 5 and go to room with clocks, where 61 is standing in a corner
- flashing of clock: 10:10'35'' or 10 hours 2 minutes and 7 seconds
- back to dorm
- reference to the door as a rectangle
- sensei gets weird "door are useless i can force my way thru walls but not metall ones unless i cut through them or saw"
- no pants ami
- a: masturbating behind a closed door is basically the same as never masturbating at all!
- a: maybe i want to talk abt wires-- what you ate for lunch today or where do we go when we die-- what you ate for lunch today?
- sensei cant remember if he ate at all
- ami says it would be good for them to buy a NEW HOUSE and goes break-mode when sensei says no. she has brown fucking eyes pixelated eyebrows and a mouth that says there is nothing
- ami says the reason for the purchase is bc she loves him, there will be more square feet to love each other
- a: pour all over me sensei (the love). fill buckets and buckets with your love juice and dump onto my adorable little head
- a: we can even left the front door open so somebody can catch us in the act
- maya knocks saying she forgot her key; ami complains abt maya and sensei says HE DID NOT HEAR MAYA (hope things?
- m: are you asleep or smth?
- s: oh i heard her this time.
- ami says shes got no underwear to maya and tells sensei maya does not leave the room for days sometimes (??????? sensei room or ami's room)
- s: (...) you have to jump bc yr actually in a train and she (ami) never seen you before
- ami asks name and age for maya
- ami blames maya for knocking and interrupting sensei-time
- maya asks if hes there
- m: open the fucking door.
- ami refuses to let maya in if its not in half an hour
- sensei is not allowed to open the door with a lot of dialog boxes being fucking weird
- ami starts being FUCKING SUS.
- are you in the right mindset? or do you need more time to regain yourfooting?
- ami tries changing sensei perception of what happened
- sensei notes he's not really there and feels out of place. ami smells like shampoo
- a: we've seen and felt horrible things togetther
- a: out bond makes it okay for the two of us to black out at times
- s: eveytime i try to remember smth theres a flash and a brief tv static (-1 flashes into the tl)
- a: thats completely normal.
- mentions rape and how she'd love to take it
- a: you decided to take in an orphaned girl when she had nowhere else to go. you were just as sad as her and broken into a million pieces.
- a: we did what we had to do and finished each others puzzles.
- a: eveythiing else was just static. and when it got louder, things started getting weird. im talking abt when you started going back to normal. started putting things back together without my help.
- a: it was nice seing you learn to walk again. buit i miss being the little girl who would hold you up with her big hugs and infectious smile.
- a: there was something that was preventing us from being closer. you started coming home a little later some nights; and than even later than that some other nights; it only ocurred to me a couple years ago that it wasnt just bc of tutoring. was it?
- s: idk
- a: how come you Never Tutored Anyone at our HOUSE sensei?
- s: im guessing bc of age gap between me and the students
- a: r u sure you werent just trying to keep your WORK LIFE and PERSONAL LIFE separate?
- s: idk
- a: ydk?
- s: no. why are u asking this rn? what i did for work had nothing to do w us. this is nothing normal uncle/niece bonding.
- a: maybe smth happened with you while i wasnt around that hurt u rlly bad. since you gave up on tutoring and never said why.
- s: low pay probably.
- a: the answer is more complicated like maybe noriko.
- s: idthink so
- a: maya?
- s: i wouldnt quit tutoring her-
- a: you never tutored maya.
- everything goes static. flash: no one sees what you do to her
- a: u didnt meet her until I started bringing HER home in MIDDLE SCHOOL.
- a: unless you were hiding her from me :)
- a: but why? you had no problems with ayane going to our house.
- a: HAVE YOU ACTUALLY KNOWN MAYA THIS WHOLE TIME?
- have u just been pretending not to know her? and if so, why?
- a: is someone taking advantage of your bad memory to make things real when they're not?
- a: the past with me is real. i bleached the maggots out of your room for you and sponge bathe you when you couldnt get out of bed
- a: tell me you see me. not the memories of someone else who thinks they love you
- a: ily. when you love you dont hide it. so either eveything is fake, or youve been hiding smth very bad from me for a very long time.
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