- distinct lack of color of color on the way home (sepia sky)
- time flew by too quickly
- its late out
- streetlights with buzzing noise that reminds sensei of something (hope)
- he keeps his head up
- comment on how he does not get lost even once
- mentions of a line. red. that line + lies to sleep at night = red.
- red color because it can make us smile. tug the line cross it and tie around the things you love. drags them through terrain until it rips off their skin.
- "good things can be bad depending on the color of the light emitting from that lamp you hid away in the corner of your room"
- i feel arms warp-- wrap around me as i felt several times in the past. sinuses clogged by air + snow as tries to reopen eyes. says the blue end-of-the-wrld sky is not the "right one". it forces sensei into a state of worry that he feels lost in. - why does everything has to hurt sm?
- yasu appears, saying he is lost again and pities him. Says hes trapped and cant move his limbs so he prays to move and to think for himself. says sensei wander to the dark in search of something; asks if its salvation and it has come time for him to breathe;
- sensei says there is a living streetlight where yasu is and its the only one.
- sensei starts being creepy about wrong things happening to cute girls at night. yasu says she cant wear the previous black dress in the winter (????). she does not blink. sensei wonders if she things blue-colored.
- sensei asks to teleport them back in time. yasu tries closing her eyes but says she dont have that power. yasu asks him to come closer and sensei's limbs move on their own.
- yasu mentions knowing sana's brother name.
- she laughs maniacally and says its delightful to see sensei "stand still as a cross" instead of running. yasu says water food sex and sleep are the pilars of existing + pursuing bliss. calls ppl puddles of unused potential dripping down a sewer.
- she says she's pure.
- accuses senseis of hearing and seeing things. "i am a seer so what i see is real".
- yasu accuses sensei of being truly callous or dense and prays that its not callous.
- she calls his home a "stable".
- GOD god GoD. user1 2 and 3.
- yasu says she bathes in light but sensei strays into the dark and thus is very far away from the answer of everything. "why do you make me-- him wait?". she complains about SENSEI not moving faster. says the clock hands are moving. that time moves and he stands still. (perhaps he is the hand of the hours?)
- yasu says stables are for animals and she is not a lamb. sensei is. she is the sheperd.
- she says open your heart and he says no. i prefer to keep eveything locked away. (LOCKS THE DOOR! THE DARK)
- yasu says all of her attitudes are being controlled by a higher being and not of own free will.
- Her god is not old as the others but is dying just the same. (HOPE = hands of seconds?)
- "evrtng (you see, you feel) is real, is it exists to you its real"
- "i may not be able to show you the light myself but i can take you somewhere brighter."
- says sensei is a non-believer. (THE DARK)
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