- First real relationship- J.P. He was amazing. We were about 13 when we first met. 7th grade, we started talking on discord. First day of school, I sat behind him in English class. In that moment, I knew we were going to date, or at least be friends. In my mind I said "I'm going to date him, he's going to be my boyfriend." I thought he was cute at first. He wore a black hoodie and was quiet. We didn't talk until the teacher moved our desks, now we were sitting across from eachother on a table. We started talking a little. He would sometimes draw on my journal. He was dumb. I'm not sure if I fell in love with him or not. Maybe I did. Probably not. Our relationship was a mess. I think it was because we were both immature. At first we would joke of dating. He wouldn't ask me out, and I didn't have the courage of asking him out. I think we started dating at the end of the school year(This was 3 years ago). I broke up with him during summer. I was kinda looking for an sign or excuse to break up because I thought I deserved better or that he was boring. He didn't do sports, play instruments, play video games(except brawl stars), he didn't have interesting talking topics and the more I got close to him, the more I realized he was boring. I dont know actually, I'll type later I don't want to think of him right now.
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