• 5/5 but simply 5/5 on goodreads

i was sick to my stomach the entire time while reading and was reminded of my beloved fanfics which are inspired by it which are so beautiful. the descriptions narrations etc especially the doctor surgeon at the end... fucking gross. the beginning descriptions of brad were beautiful and so unique nothing ive ever seen b4 Except for aforementioned fanfiction which the one with seunghan and kun felt kinda derivative after reading it again LOL which is funny i read it like omfg i have never read anything like this b4.. there is still some rly cool beautiful prose in there but then i read a bit of the sluts and there were certain lines or turns of phrases (thats just how it is [for me/him etc] and smth else.. and i was like Wow this isnt actually revolutionary fanfic if u read the book. the sohee one is a lot more poignant for that reason bc it takes similar sentiments and elements and expands upon them like the one side email thread (BRUH THIS IS BECOMING REVIEW OF THE FANFIC HELPP) and that one is just so well written. okay!

in terms of the internet culture of it and all i found the constant lying and fabrications and like one sided conversations rly interesting...ive def found myself in situations and others as well being tricked by one person to being a ton of other people and trying to cover up ur tracks w other lies i found thattt part so interesting and fun and only possible by it being set in the modern era. thats all i can really say.. it was also rly funny to me at times... brad u will always be famous