- I am achy all over like I just ran a mile, Moving hurts. But I haven't done anything to warrant this... WTF?
- Everything for school is via Angel, which is hard for me to use.
- I don't wanna fail any more classes.
- I am afraid that I'm going to keep making poor financial choices. I mean, when your mother gives you six dollars for tampons and you blow it on lipgloss and cherry coke, something is wrong with you. And I really need some tampons...
- I am exhausted. I yawn all the time and I don't now why.
- I'm afraid my car is going to die soon. She has 200,000 miles on her and she's from '97. Keep on keepin' on and being awesome, Bessie! \:(
- I get headaches a lot for no reason.
- I think I'm becoming a bitchy person.
- I NEED MONEY. I NEED A JOB. But I'm afraid I'll fail and get fired and just become a horrible unemployed mooch off my parents... More than I already am, anyway.
- I cannot finish a book. I'm scared that I'll never realize my dream of becoming an author.
- My lips are weirdly dry. like, they are never ever this dry. I have to re-apply lip stuff ever few minutes now.
- I'm not all that hungry anymore, like ever. I survive on granola bars and soda. I don't really eat meals, which is bad.
- The guy I really thought I'd go far with (in the relationship, not sexually silly gooses) is ignoring me. And the new guy I kind of have a thing for is 11 years older than me. Fuuck.
- I am not doing well at memorizing my lines or analyzing my character...
- I am REALLY WORRIED about classes. I wanna get good grades :|
- I have no idea what I'm going to do after my two years at MCC. I wanted NIU, but I have no money or job and I'm scared and unsure.
- I feel like I'm getting better-looking, but I'm terrified that maybe I'm not.
- WILL MY BOOBS EVER GROW?
- I don't feel like I'm interesting
- I want tattoos soon but I'm afraid they'll come out looking bad and I'll have to have it on me forever
- I want a nose piercing but I don't want it to get infected, or prevent me from getting a job.
- I want to work out more, just because it's healthy.
- I'm afraid my bright red hair will make me look stupid.
- I think people think I'm annoying.
- I have no friends in any of my classes. I feel so alone in school.
- I lose things like crazy.
- I feel like my best friend is pulling away from me. She seems like she's becoming a person that's very different from the girl I know.
- My voice... I don't even like to sing anymore
- I'm always sick. I never used to get sick.
- I want a guy like, right now, but none are interested.
- I feel like I'm sort of worthless and people have to take care of me. I hate being a moocher. I'm stupid.
It's been a long day, and I needed to rant. Sorry.
feb 16 2011 ∞
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