I was professional diagnosed with MPD in 2014 so if you have a problem please leave. Anyways, If you don't know what MPD is it affect people in different ways. The only way I can think to explain it is think of a laptop. There are different users on each laptop on the one logged in is the one in control. I am the main user; however, many of my other personalities are becoming more frequent.

MEET THE PERSONALITIES

• AXEL

Axel is my creative user who uses he/him pronouns. He is for when I'm stressed. If I'm having a stress overload he normally takes that stress into something safe like art, dancing, makeup, etc.

• KAT

Kat uses she/they pronouns she is when I'm depressed or just emotionally detached. Sometimes she makes the depression worse. She's worried about how to make things better and always over thinks things. She tries her best to help but sometimes she's too unstable to even help me

• CURTIS

Curtis uses they/them pronouns but doesn't care if you use he or him. He is my anxious side. When I start feeling anxious over anything he normally takes over to keep me from having an attack or a seizure.

• MARLEY

Marley is strictly she/her pronouns and hates being called anything but a girl. She is my ptsd user. Whenever it's an anniversary of bad event or if I start having flashbacks/dreams/or memories of anything bad she takes over.

• JAMES

James is he/him pronouns. He is for my schizophrenia which I was diagnosed with in 2010 but I had no idea who he was. He is extremely paranoid over everything and thinks everyone is out to get him. He only feels safe around certain people but has lost someone who made him feel safe.

• ADDY

When I'm detached from my emotions or can't control them that is Addy. They use they/them pronouns. They are honestly hard to explain. They don't really help much and can't control their temper. Thanks to them I have lost many friends because they constantly speak their mind and immediate regret it later. Sometimes they just really don't feel like helping

• CARTER

Carter uses he him pronouns. If you read the rules you would know that I used to suffer from a eating disorder. Whenever he notices I haven't ate in days he normally takes over and helps me to eat and not immediately throw up afterwards. He doesn't just do ED honestly he has been more active lately and has more of a self caring side to where I actually care about myself.

• ELLIE

Now Ellie is someone that if I didn't have her I would probably be dead. She's my drug addiction side. Yes. I know it sounds stupid to have a personality dedicated to drug addiction but it was serious at one point. Whenever I'm around any type of drug no matter if it's pot or pills I normally do it. Back in middle school I was addicted to snorting pills and smoking pot. When she came into play she immediately helped me stop. When I almost over dosed on pills she took over and was the one to call the cops and get me to the hospital. So yes I am thankful for her.

I would like to state that these are the only ones who have made their selves present in the past 5 years. The doctors said I have way more but their are just some who haven't found the right time to come out yet. I also understand if it sounds like I am complaining about them but I am not. Honestly I am so glad for each and every one of them and wouldn't give them up. Yes I would like to change how certain ones act but that is not up to me.