• dance in the rain
• take more pictures
• in fact, carry my camera around everywhere
• watch my boyfriend's list of movies
• go camping in the middle of the rainforest
• kiss underwater
• get married and do that whole children and happiness thing
• spend more time drawing
• get all my tattooes done
• make love in the rain :-)
• go to a poetry reading and snap my fingers instead of clapping
• take an hour a week to sit and write
• be an extra in a cheezy punk rock video
• graffiti my number on a brick wall and see who calls
• make something out of clay and hand-paint it
• go to my ten year high school reunion and feel proud of where i'm at in life.
• go to a ballet
• buy a big ol' house and fix it up
• own a pet snake
• have at least one kitty
• complete a 1,000 piece puzzle
• start my vinyl collection!
• read the complete works of e.e. cummings
• learn to cook delicious meals
• protest at a rally for a cause i really believe in
• have my own private library inside my house
• create a cd (doesn't matter how long) of songs that meant the world to me at some point in my life
• have someone sing to me
• build a tree house
• buy real ballerina shoes, and wear them with everything that could ever possibly match.
• have a person tell me that i really did make a difference in their life
• take up crocheting again, but seriously.
• go thrifting with a friend, just for the hell of it, and try tons of stuff on.
• start keeping a daily journal in a real leather notebook
• meet cat stevens just to say "selam. it's a shame they don't make men like you anymore."
• go to egypt and spend a few months there, six perhaps.
• write a little note and stick it in a book at the library, just to surprise a stranger.
• name a star after each of my children (and husband).
• own a hammock, and read books while drinking juice from fancy wine glasses.
• own a typewriter. (authentic vintage 1935 L.C. smith corona standard typewriter)
• i want to go to a cello (and violin) concert.
• i want to spend a night just roaming the city, walking around in the dark, with nothing but myself, a jacket and camera.
• stop doing things last minute but do it on time, avoid the stress.
• have one piece of art in the house that i painted/created.
• finish a scrapbook to the last damn page.
• get my future told. twice.
• surprise someone with breakfast in bed and a rose.
• cry tears of joy.
• see the wild lands of africa.
• learn to properly organize my closet
• stop procrastinating.
• see the nightmare before christmas in 3D.
• become a member in good standing of the american psychology association
• play texas hold 'em in vegas (just once)
• go on a cruise

8meditate more often

• when in europe, go shopping and try on extremely expensive clothing
• be shown off
• write down things from books (quotes, etc) in a journal like i used to.
• learn to properly braid hair (cornrows and stuff)
• work in a library or bookstore for a while.
• make enough money to be a housewife (...longshot)
• give someone a box in a box in a box in a box kinda gift.
• learn how to fix computers.
• learn how not to screw them up in the first place.
• watch matilda with my kids and tell 'em they can have powers like that too :-)
• volunteer, for something.
• tell all those strangers I admire everyday, how amazing they truly are
• cut my own bangs
• see rasputina in concert. twice.
• work up the guts to be independant.
• kiss under the mistletoe
• go to disneyworld.
• go to disneyland.
• go to a thanksgiving and feel like i belong.
• take up archery
• buy a huge canvas. make a painting with my boyfriend.
• go to ecuador and meet the locals.
• visit the south again
• fulfill every promise i make
• have a bonfire on the beach with all my friends
• watch everything hugh laurie has ever acted in (including both seasons of house)
• own an apple computer :-) particularly one of their notebooks.
• have tons of professional pictures of my family all over the house and on my desk at work. :-)
• read all the banned books (or at least try)
• be in four places at once
• get all my friends and ex-friends in one place and tell them the truth about how i really feel.
• see tool live
• make him feel as loved as he makes me feel.
• name SOMETHING wednesday
• stop being obsessed with clothing
• not have the walls painted white in my house.
• have my kids write a list of things they want to do/accomplish and make sure i help them with each one.
• do everything on his list. :-)
• make sure he spends his next birthday with me in his life.
• renew vows dressed however he chooses.
• introduce him to my grandparents. :-)
• wake up next to someone and smile, knowing this is where i'm meant to be.
• fall in love with someone who will actually do this with me
• i want to live instead of simply existing