• I tend to get into very obsessive periods when it comes to musicians. For a few months I’ll completely dedicate myself to a group/artist then lose interest, eventually the cycle continues.

• My self esteem seems to drop whenever I have a crush on someone, I question whether or not I’m attractive and tend to work extra hard on my appearance.

• I think I have a very magnetic sexual energy when it comes to the opposite sex, but since I’m still in my awkward years, I just don’t know how to use it yet.

• Sometimes I think I’m gonna be a virgin forever. I know that’s not true, but I can’t help but think it. There’s also something that tells me I’m gonna lose it when I’m 18.

• I am way too hard on myself.

• My confidence fluctuates. Sometimes I feel like a bad bitch, other days I feel like absolute trash.

• I love to act like I’m detached and emotionless when it comes to love, but I’m actually in love with the idea of falling in love with someone and do it quite easily.

• I have a very obsessive fascination with beautiful women. I like to learn from them so one day I can embody what they have.

• I’m stuck in my head, most of the time.