- old stuff that is covered in dust and there's a musty smell and it's dark and i can't tell what stuff is and i have to touch it (stuffed animals, blankets, clothes)
- trees outside my house being cut down
- breaking my lava lamp
- apocalypse scenarios (i always have nightmares about the end of the world)
- math (extreme anxiety)
- driving cars and getting lost (i've had nightmares about both, sometimes unrelated)
- talking aloud
- my things being moved around/lost
- cities
- when i'm walking and i see someone walking towards me because i never know if they're looking at me or going to say hi or whatever the fuck
- germs, i don't mind getting dirty or touching bugs but i need to wash my hands thoroughly or use a lot of hand sanitizer i hate the idea of doing stuff with dirty hands
may 9 2023 ∞
oct 1 2023 +