ME!!

• what i do
• what i am
• what i fear
• what i love
• what i hate
• what i dream
• what i want to buy
• what makes me cry
• what i think is top 10
• what lists i could be on
• what others think of me
• what i could be one day
• what im obsessing over

TUNES

• albums
• lyrics i like!
• same songs
• favorite album songs
• reasons i enjoy songs

• Exploding Whale Memorial Park. Florence, Oregon.
• Inside the Statue of Liberty's Nose. Ellis Island, New York.
• Meguro Parasitological Museum. Tokyo, Japan
• National Art Gallery. Washington DC. (i've been here more than once, its just one of my favorite locations ever!!!)
• National Parasite Collection. National Museum of Natural History, Washington DC
• The Metropolitan Museum of Art. New York, New York.
• The Museum of Modern Art. Manhattan, New York.
• The Mütter Museum. Philadeplhia, Pennsylvania
• Twice Concert. Somewhere in the United States, probably.

PLACES I WENT

• Mitski Concert Columbia, Maryland, August 30th 2024

conspecific

• belonging to the same species, can be used in reference to animal cannibalism

oophagy

• egg eating, refers to the practice of embryos feeding on eggs while in-utero

apophallation

• the biting off of the penis, an act done by banana slugs when they become too entwined during mating

• aradia megido (homestuck)
• bebe/nagisa momoe (puella magi madoka magica: rebellion)
• captain nepeta picard kittypants (my cat)
• charlotte (puella magi madoka magica)
• delilah (abbys cat)
• delirium (sandman)
• double (skullgirls)
• eloise (eloise)
• felf (abbys lizard)
• hsien-ko (darkstalkers 3)
• kiki (kiki's delivery service)
• lagoona blue (monster high)
• lieutenant penguin (my cat)
• lilith reeds (my character)
• macchiato (maris cat)
• minnie (abbys cat)
• mocha (maris cat)
• nonon jakuzure (kill la kill)
• noodle (gorillaz)

parasitism

• living as a parasite and partaking in parasitic activities

helminth

• the word for parasitic worms, can refer to them generally! does not refer to endoparasites even if they're worms

holoparasite

• an obligate parasite, one that needs a host to continue its life cycle

facultative parasite

• a parasite that doesn't need a host to survive

endoparasite

• a parasite that lives inside of your body!

ectoparasite

• hurray!
• whoppee!
• yahee!
• yahoo!
• yapoo!
• yay!
• yayhoo!
• yeehaw!
• yipee!

• bludgeoned
• considering
• fun drink
• fun fact
• silly
• partake
• perhaps
• perchance
• alas
• this doesnt count as much but i like putting things in (parentheses) a lot both in normal typing and writing

• boba, taro and orange creamsicle especially
• bread :)
• burger!!
• cantaloupe
• chicken and rice soup
• chili
• chocolate covered ice cream cones
• chocolate with peanut butter in it
• chorizo!!!!!!!!
• corndogs (not gluten-free ones)
• dr pepper
• dumplings
• egg and sausage and cheese breakfast burritos
• french fries
• fried rice
• international delight vanilla iced coffee
• italian wedding soup
• japanese pudding cups

• allister (pokemon shield)
• arthur morgan (red dead redemption 2)
• bruno bucciarati (jojo's bizarre adventure: vento aureo)
• douma (demon slayer)
• enmu (demon slayer)
• gudetama (sanrio)
• kabuki (animal crossing)
• kevin (welcome to nightvale)
• masky (marble hornets)
• monobear (dangan ronpa)
• neo (maris character)
• rod (abbys character)
• sinatra (abbys neighbor terrys cat)
• souichi tsujii (various junji ito stories)
• wes (abbys character)

ART

• gluom
• junji ito
• littestpersimmon
• maya kern
• modmad
• takato yamamoto
• tourniiquet
• yuko tatsushima

MUSIC

• fake type
• glass animals
• gorillaz
• jun togawa + yapoos
• kate bush (workin on it!)
• lady gaga
• mili
• mitski
• oingo boingo
• poppy

• "and do they both kill each other at the end? that sounds like it'd be a fleshie ending." - from my friend at work
• "i think you're a little more than just quirky." - same friend at work
• "you'd be stewie griffin!" - other coworker, an interesting perspective from them. not something i'd say of myself
• "like, half the people you draw are dead. or dying." - my boss
• "i HAVE to meet fleshie" and "he is used to most my friends being very boring, he doesnt get the complexities of your personality" - a new friend at work about her boyfriend
• "very kind, hardworking, and a little weird" - the assistant manager at work (to someone else about me)

MEDIA/CHARACTERS

• psychic city (voodoo city) - my dad

what i'm listening to is usually documented in this list for now

finished!!

• 100 gecs - 100 gecs (2017)
• 100 gecs - 1000 gecs (2019)
• 100 gecs - 1000 gecs and the tree of clues (2020)
• 100 gecs - 10,000 gecs (2023)
• 42cornea - SONGS THAT MAKE YOU IMMUNE TO BULLETS (2021)
• black dresses - forever in your heart (2021)
• casiopea - mint jams (1982) ♡
• clipping. - CLPPNG (2014)
• daft punk - discovery (2001)
• death - ...for the whole world to see (2009)
• death grips - no love deep web (2012)
• dorian electra - flamboyant (2019)
• FAKE TYPE - FAKE BOOK (2015)
• FAKE TYPE - FAKE SWING (2022)

• bolded albums are my favorites from that artist! :D

JUN TOGAWA (including yapoos and misc.)

• odorenai - tamahime sama
• namida no mechanism OR tamahime sama - ura tamahime
• havent decided for kyokuto ian shoka yet, i have to relisten to it
• sayonara o oshiete - suki suki daisuki
• radar man - tokyo no yaban
• LABOR COMFORT SONG!!!!!! - yapoos keikaku
• daitenshi no youni - tetsu no hi
• MENS JUNAN!!!!! i also love akai sensha!!!! - dial y wo mawase!
• condor gaton dekuru rn but it changes a lot for this one - dadada ism
• ill soon be no good - HYS
• tokyo no hanauri musume OR virgin blues -...

♬

• dead man's party by oingo boingo
• you're at the party by lemon demon
• dead girl in the pool by girl in red

♬

• magic city by gorillaz
• psychic city (voodoo city) by YACHT
• cool city by danny elfman

♬

• 911 by lady gaga
• 10-20-40 by rina sawayama

♬

• not dead luna by yapoos
• underneath the red flowers in bloom by yapoos a continuation of not dead luna, in my personal opinion

♬

• adult friends - xiu xiu
• get out of my house - kate bush
• i'm your man - mitski

im not including the majority of guest singer albums with 1 or 2 songs by her, unsure on halmens being on here as i haven't listened to much of them

• GUERNICA - 改造への躍動/Kaizō e no yakudō - June 21st 1982
• Solo - 玉姫様/Tamahime Sama - January 24th 1984
• Jun Togawa w/ Yapoos - 裏玉姫/Ura Tamahime - March 25th 1984
• Apogee & Perigee - 超時空コロダスタン旅行記 - August 25, 1984
• Jun Togawa Unit - 極東慰安唱歌/Kyokuto Ian Shoka - March 25th 1985
• Jun Togawa w/ A Lot Of People - 詩人の家/Shijin no ie - July 10th, 1985
• Solo - 好き好き大好き/Suki Suki Daisuki - November 10th 1985
• Solo - 東京の野蛮/Tokyo no Yaban - April 25th 1987
• Yapoos - ヤプーズ計画/Yapoos Keikak...

2009

• february
  • karma chameleon - sister
  • message in a bottle - sister

2010?

• unsure of the time, i watched it a little obsessively so it couldve been over a few months
  • chocolate disco

2016?

• january
  • my head is an animal by of monsters and ...
• october
  • miracle milk by mili
• unsure of exact time

i promise i know more songs than the ones from my sound list. these are not the only songs im aware of

• one good scream
  • example a
  • example b
  • example c
  • example d
• varying assortment of noises
  • example a
  • example b
  • example c
• graphic murder
  • example a
  • example b
• overlapping voices
  • example a

• pancakes/waffles
• french toast
• yakisoba
• chili
• japanese curry
• breakfast burritos
• sausage rice (very very easy)

• italicized present obsessions are resurfaced past ones!

PRESENT

• cherry tomatoes from the farmers market (seasonal treat!)
• coconut dr pepper

PASSIVE OBSESSIONS

• angels
• cannibalism
• clowns
• dream girlfriend
• jun togawa
• mimikyu
• parasites
• worms

PAST (can become present at any point)

• aggressive retsuko
• animal crossing

• 24
• not a girl!
• a real worm!!
• an actual worm!!!
• spiritual clown
• #1 library lover
• drink connoisseur
• horror and blood enjoyer
• DEFINITELY in top 10 american jun togawa fans (top 0.005% jun togawa fan of 2023)

MINE

• 5

DADS

• 6

CHARLIES

• 7

• gambling addict
• housewife
• hypeman
• production line robot
• professional clown
• you could hire me to cry at your funeral
• newspaper boy? im good at yelling

• mirrors
• elevators
• at times, windows
• esclastors
• sometimes my tv
• basically anything with a screen
• new posters on my wall
• touching pictures of bugs (only as a child)
• airplanes
• cars
• trains (only 50%)
• like, most big vehicles i hate being moved if im not doing it
• driving
• maggots
• worms in my food (always untrue)
• cameras in places im not supposed to be
• rotating fans being cameras
• sometimes cars driving by my house
• sometimes cars driving by ME!

• monos
• my therapists
• most hospital/hospital adjacent bathrooms
• library bathrooms (they usually have a seat covering)

BATHROOMS I RESPECT BUT DO NOT 100% TRUST

• my local art museum (very cool)
• amtrak (i just like the vibe
• sheetz (often have the seat coverings, but its hard to trust gas station bathrooms)

• lion, loin
• lair, liar
• diary, dairy
• affect, effect

• be on top of the printer
• climb into my blinds at 3-5am
• get inside of my duvet cover (not under it, inside of it)
• eat damp dry food
• eat wet food with medicine at exactly 7pm, no later
• scratch around on my bed near the bear i sleep on as if they're about to pee on it, then end up laying down instead. they love to do this for about 5-10 minutes.
• go ball mode
• be underneath the printer

• angels
• art!
• being comfy
• big sweaters
• cats
• collecting things
• cooking with my friends
• dancing
• don't hug me im scared
• drawing
• dress up games
• dusting
• fun drinks
• GOOD spicy food
• jun togawa!!!
• labor comfort song by yapoos on the album yapoos plan
• making characters
• making food for people i love!!!!
• making lists
• MENS SUFFERING BY YAPOOS ON THE ALBUM DIA...

• ignorers
• wigglers
• stubbornest
• comfiest people
• people who can say burger
• people who can make others mad
• people who are good at laying down

• coleslaw
• dark chocolate
• flocked items
• funko pops (sorry mom)
• goop on my hands
• gulliver (animal crossing, not sorry for this one)
• honey mustard
• ketchup (ok on hot dogs)
• law and order (sorry abby and my grandma)
• lentils
• moisturizer
• people who cant be silly!
• people who wont let me read in peace
• pickles
• sauerkraut
• split pea soup
• talking!!!! (to people i don't consider friends)
• the feel of satin

CONCEPTS

• absorbing knowledge of something i love
• seeing my friends or family leave
• editing videos
• math i hate numbers
• figuring out how airplanes work (tickets)
• flying (sometimes)
• haunted houses and similar real life horror attractons

SONGS

• baby mine
• fourth of july
• class of 2013, audiotree version

MEDIA

• primroses death in mockingjay (the first character death i cried over, and for a week on and off)

2022

• abby feeding me raw meat
• dream girlfriend apologizing for the horrible christmas event and adding new outfits to make up for it
• going to a haunted house with abby, her brother, and her dad and we did not get very far into the house cause his brother and dad kept asking me to stop and do dances
• my homophobic coworker hannah, abby (not homophobic or my coworker), and i being in a car and we slammed into a cave wall and hannah could not stop the car also her hands were glued to the steering wheel? and so the car kept going into the cave but the cave got smaller and smaller so we listened to her scream and scream as her hands were mutilated and crushed, and abby and i were able to get out of the car just in time before we died like she did