5/21/23

• 7:20 PM - i had a toy box full of toys and yet i still played with forks and spoons and pretended they were vampires
• 7:23 PM - why doesn't rob zombie sing songs like iron head more it sounds so cool i wish he did
• 7:38 - i'm pretty sure if you trained an AI on rob zombie lyrics and told it to create a song based on every song he's ever made, and then got rob zombie to make a new song, and then put both song lyrics in front of a test group of the average rob zombie fan, they would not be able to tell you which was written by an AI and which was actually rob
• 8:21 - i just want to be a silly little guy named buddy or something who speaks in vowels and sounds like the delay lama (goes like EEE-YOW, EE-YOW, EE-YOWWW!)
• 8:23 - jerma talks about washing machines like walt disney talks about the automobile (this is a thought that persisted for a while i needed to get it out)
• 9:43 - my night has gone from "i am the most miserable person on the planet" to "HOLY SHIT I NEED TO MAKE MO IN THE SIMS 4" I NEED to remember how to use blender to make a shell backpack

5/22/23

• 8:26 AM - i wonder if the numbers from my last dream could be interpreted as 5/31/51 or something of that nature. maybe that's the day the rapture will occur. i think i could be a false prophet but my followers would lose faith in me if they discovered i received this message from sonic the hedgehog

6/2/23

• 3:25 AM - if you work at taco bell and you're one of the employees who doesnt know how to fold a burrito please get a new job
• 1:15 PM - i can't believe art fight is in a month im so excited

6/3/23

• 5:27 PM - i love my millipedes, i christen them dean, gene, john & john
• 5:30 PM - i was going to name the golden millipedes dale and leon after turner and scheiderman from oingo boingo but i feel like if i'm going to do that i need a third creature to name sluggo so i've instead opted to name my golden millipedes john & john after johnny vatos and john avila (boingo) as well as john flansburgh and john lennell (they might be giants)

6/4/23

• 2:03 PM - if i was a sim i would have died from embarrassment by now but i think i'd have cool traits at least

6/10/23

• 7:15 AM - one of the worst things about sleep paralysis is how tired i am after i break out of it. cause i just got out of rem sleep (i think) i want to fall back asleep so badly so i might do that. like today where i kept doing that and i kept having sleep paralysis so i did not have good sleep. also why don't i have a sleep paralysis demon
• 9:35 AM - it makes me sad that lincoln's most popular for one song when all the songs are so good. if you like kiss me, son of god you should try listening to other music on the album. they might be giants are so good can you listen to more of them so we can talk about them together please
• 10:04 AM - god should invent some new people who like the same music as me

6/14/23

• 3:50 AM - there is just some thing about bass guitar i do not understand

6/15/23

• 12:40 AM - what would ai make if you told it to make an image with the only prompt being "ai art"

7/1/23

• 2:07 AM - holy smokes ween is awsum live. and i wasn't even close to the stage or anythang like that they just sound so good. good set list too methinks 'cause they played mutilated lips and roses are free and gabrielle and a bunch of other good ones too
• 2:11 AM - the first song i was raelly excited to hear them play was polka dot tail cause it's one of the first songs that got me into ween

9/8/23

• 11:51 AM - going to see rob zombie, alice cooper and ministry (and filter i GUESS) and hopefully the weather isn't too bad. i love music so much i wish i had someone to talk to about music who was into the same stuff as me without me introducing it to them i want to talk about ween with a ween fan

9/9/23

• 1:07 PM - thinking about the concert, it was so awesome it was the most high energy thing i've ever been to. it was really funny when filter told people in the audience to stand up and literally nobody did but then when rob zombie told people to put their phones away a few hours later everybody listened. alice cooper was great, so was ministry, but rob was my favorite cause i knew ALL THE SONGS AND!!! AND!!! he just puts on a really good show. i think my favorite part was when he played what lurks on channel x and living dead girl

9/28/23

• 9:08 PM - i love cities: skylines i love games like this there should be more games like this
• 9:54 PM - i also love cold water after brushing my teeth so fresh!

10/5/23

• 5:18 AM - i like this list but i wish i had a better way to get out all the thoughts in my head, i have racing ones but i can't really type them out or say them because when i try i go blank
• 5:28 AM - feeling so strange and like i have so many thoughts but nothing to do with them, need something to do but also wish i could sleep
• 6:22 AM - drawing is so fun but it's also hard when i don't have a vivid image of what i want to make in my head, finding real inspiration is hard it's like the ideas just need to come to me first
• 6:57 AM - i absolutely need to get all of the achievements in the mortuary assistant i'm at 69 bodies cremated right now
• 6:58 AM - i wish i could find more games that scratch the itch that the mortuary assistant does, or that cities: skylines does because i need new games to play but it's so hard to find things that actually grip my attention and are enjoyable
• 7:02 AM - sometimes i think about how much i love tabby. that's all. going to see if i can get a coffee this morning not because i need it but because dale cooper from twin peaks enables every coffee purchase ive ever had
• 7:07 AM - no coffee today but that's ok it woul;d probably worsen my current state i think i need more sleep

10/23/23

• 5:00 PM - every day of my life is like five night at freddy but im waiting until 6 pm for my mom to be home

10/16/23

• 10:48 PM - i am so excited for my therapy appointment tomorrow even if it's late into the day