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Emily. 22. Taken & in love ♥
Awkward moments define me, lazy days complete me. I'm the simplest yet most complicated girl you'll ever meet. I know what i won't & i won't stop till i get it. I've made some bad decisions in my life, but i'm going to put them right. 2011 better watch out. ♥

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  • But I’d rather look back and regret something I did when I was young and crazy, than look back and regret something I never had the courage to do, and realize it’s too late. ♥
  • "In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times.... But they all make us who we are and in the end they shape and detail us. If we were to reverse them, we wouldn't be the people we are today. So just live, make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never second guess who you are, where you've been, and most importantly, where you are going."
  • I’ve been to hell and back. I spill shit, trip, and embarrass myself. I can’t just flutter my eyes and get that boy. My life is messed up. I’ve been through more shit than you see on TV. Nobody’s perfect. I’ve been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen. I’ve fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked up. But, every hit was worth it, because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real, and I’m living it wrong everyday. I’m fucking up royally and doing everything opposite. But do I regret one thing? Never, because at one point, what I did was what I wanted and I got my fucking satisfaction. My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature boys can fuck it up for me anymore. I’m the real deal and I’d love to see you try and fucking break me.
  • Our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count.
  • Even if the path is a little blurry, keep walking. You’ll focus in when you know what you want, then the picture of your life will be crystal clear. Just don’t ever give up.
  • She cries because she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants and she hides all alone inside the pain that she won't let go. She's watching her life pass her by, watching it all through her watering eyes but I'll be chasing dragonflies from her darkest skies until the day she dies.
  • We can't go back to how things used to be. Nothing is ever going to be the same again. It's not my fault, so don't blame me. You're the one who decided to leave.
  • it's like a weight has been lifted, i can finally breathe. not worry about what he will say, or when he would've finally stopped ignoring me. because now i no longer care. he doesn't concern me. i just wonder if he'll come back to me someday wishing he never screwed things up. but if this is the way it was meant to be, then i'm honestly okay with that. this time, i'm okay. i've realized it's not boys who make or break you, it's only you who decides. so no matter what happens, i'll be just fine. i've already got all that i need.
  • I was mid-laugh when you called. Just reading your name from my phone stunned me so fiercely that for two seconds, I truly couldn't breathe. & from my sudden silence, all of my friends could tell that it was you.
  • I loved you, i really, truly did. but you never loved me. yeah you liked hooking up with me when it was convenient and you said you liked me a lot... but you never loved me. and it hurt, i cried myself to sleep for so many nights. and then.. he came along. he was a friend when i needed one and now, he's so much more. he cares. he loved me at my worst. you could never do that. when i needed you the most, you ran away. but he came and helped me through. and now that we're happy and together, you've decided that you want me? i don't think so. is it just because i'm not hanging around waiting for you? or is it because you've realized that i've moved on and i'm happy. it is because when you see me holding hands with him you think how it could have been you... but you thought you wanted more? whatever the reason... i'm happy now. i love my life a thousand times over, and i couldn't imagine anything better. but that doesn't mean i don't think of you every once in awhile. it doesn't mean i don't think of you some nights and remember how you used to kiss me, and want it back. but then... i always remember how you hurt me. and how i have actually made someone else's life better, and how someone loves me. and then at that moment... i feel sorry for you.
oct 3 2011 ∞
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