★彡 TW FOR: father death ment. not a neg vent, pos !! 彡★

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so i mentioned the guy in the last rant. everythings going okay with that :D but basically me n my bf have been hanging w him for... over a week now SHJSHSJD but yesterday my bf had an interview at the mall ! they got the job m so proud of it :] !! after that tho, all 3 of us hung out at the mall! it was fun :3

anyways after that we ended up going to guitar center. for context, me n my dad went to guitar center all the time, he was a big music guy, esp metal hehe. anyways but usually whenever i go to guitar center now that he's passed, i get a bit emotional in the back of my head, no biggie just missin him ykno?? at guitar center they obvs have the different areas, like they have a whole space for pianos, guitars, and drums. in the drums area, me n my bf were hangin while other cute boy was playin bass in the guitar area. at some point he came over to the drums area and started jammin on the electric drum set. i shit u not he was playing almost the exact same warm up jam my dad would play to warm up or goof around with. long story short i cried a bit n he was like "omg im so sorry" n i told him its not his fault ! like he didnt know lmao and it's not exactly a bad thing, i just miss him a ton ykno??? after that we went to the piano area n just to reminisce, i played the beginning of home sweet home by motley crue on it cuz that's me n my dad's song :] i just miss him a lot. music will always have a big impact on my life, especially metal music and just everything we've listened to together over the years, all the bands he's shown me n everything. i hope ur resting east, dad. rock on

↠ doe !!! ; 7:08 am ; nov. 8, 2022