• Find a small bassinette
• Buy new cloth diapers for Emelia and newborn cloth for baby
• Get garage organized
• Baby needs a car seat
• Prepare up and down stairs with all equipment needed for me to live on one floor or the other
• Finish lesson plans through May for Kelsey
• All 3 girls dental check up's
• Decide on homeschool convention
• Change dates for Emelias neuro check up
• Menu plan for April 1-May 1
• New couch (or futon) for front room
• Take girls to great wolf lodge :)
• Get both girls enrolled in camp and CC's for next year
• Set up rides for girls for Ballet and Karate
• K school supplies for Kalen

• My girls kisses
• The feeling of tiny hands in mine
• Hearing "Mama"
• Having a plastic breakfast in bed brought to me by the most deliciously disastrous sweetest girls
• Their giggles
• Their 'stinky little feet!'
• Bath time fun
• Cool breezes
• Chocolate!!!
• COFFEE!!!!
• The way Nick looks at me
• The smell of my Moms house, and the smell of my Mom :)
• My Dads hugs
• My brothers compassion
• Mexican food, and Thai..and Chinese..God's going to have a hard time satisfying my lust for good food lol
• Kelseys 'morning look'

• Sweep upstairs
• Mop kitchen and bathroom floors
• Dust
• Hang curtians (nicks job)
• Finish laundry
• Organize girls closet
• Set up auto bill pay
• Return a few emails
• Wash my hair
• Dinner!

Boys

• Abram
• Rio
• Joaquin
• Max
• Rory

Girls

• Penny
• Hazel
• Veda
• Clover
• Tilly
• Also Rory

• My height..I guess I could pretend being short is fun and awesome but truth be told it ain't easy being little.
• I wish my fingers were just a bit longer. I'll never be that middle/average height girl with the long beautiful fingers..ugh
• I wish I were less quick at the mouth, although hilarious at times more often than not I blurt out the way wrong thing to say.
• I wish I were less angry.
• I wish I were less angry with myself.
• I wish I could have refused to let myself be a victim.
• I wish I had peace.
• I wish I had the strength to put my foot down where it really counted.
• I wish I had the nerve to be more honest with people when they've hurt me rather than ignore them.

• Soap and Glory feel the Knead
• Nivea Touch of happiness body wash, or dove they're both awesome!
• Secret fresh water orchid deodorant
• Jergens natural glow for medium/tan skin
• Pantene pro v nature fusion moisture balance shampoo and conditioner
• John Frieda secret weapon finishing crème
• Paul Mitchell Hair serum
• Maybelline super stay foundation
• Sonia kashuk Mineral powder and mineral blush combo..and concelar
• Maybelline great lash big mascara
• Maybelline lip stain
• Berts bees lip balm
• Cover girl eye shadows
• Cetaphil face wash
• Crest white strips..as much coffee as I drink these are essential!
• Magnifique by Lancôme

• When my make up isn't waterproof
• Flip flops
• When I'm wearing a white dress
• When I just washed my hair
• When I've parked my car too close to my drive way and have to walk through the huge lake thats gathered right below my driver side door.
• When Nick isn't home to take out the stinky trash
• When I've spent more than a month planning a birthday party that was to include a bounce house that cannot get wet, a slip n slide, games...all outdoor of course, 60 of our closest friends and family and about 300 dollars worth of food......

Other than that I love love love the rain...

• North Carolina
• Florida
• Germany
• France
• Ohio
• Virginia
• South Carolina
• Georgia
• West Virginia
• Pennsylvania
• Maryland
• Maine
• Massachusetts
• Connecticut
• New Jersey
• New York
• Delaware
• Kentucky
• Tennessee
• Indiana
• Illinois

• A- aprons
• B- Birth
• C- camping, in my parents back yard
• D- Dancing
• E- Elephant ears
• F- Feetie pj's!
• G- Graphite
• H- Homemakers
• I- intuition
• J- Jams
• K- Kelsey, and Kalen!
• L- Leaping
• M- Molina's
• N- Nectur
• O- Open window's
• P- presto!
• Q- Quanita hotels
• R- Rain
• S- Shoults
• T- tripping over nothing
• U- Ultimate cookie bake off!

• Acessories for my bitching mixer
• Crazy cute oven mits
• A chi
• More perfumes, Victoria's secret is a great place to start.
• A forever 21 gift card
• There's never a bad time for Ice cream cake!
• More Silicone bake wear, prefferably a bunt pan.
• A book shelf, nothing fancy, I'm just going to paint it anyways.
• A hammock
• A mint green lap top..man I hope my parents read this.
• Wine tumblers.
• A new floor lamp
• A trampoline!
• Film for my paloriod
• The bird alarm clock on fredflare.com
• New aprons

• Spain
• Italy
• Greece
• Egypt
• Peru
• Portugal
• Canada
• Nepal
• Alaska
• Iceland
• England
• Paris

• Clara's coming over, we love clara!
• Start on backyard..Nick's already mowing, weed wack and clean play house toys.
• Front yard....all of it
• SO so so seriously finish laundry...no joke
• Wash girls bedding.
• Clean out my jeep, maybe Nicks too?
• Dinner...what to do what to do?
• Clean wedding rings.
• Windows.
• Wheat bread.
• Go to Mom and Dads
• Steel Magnolias 2:30 must DVR
• Wash hair
• Buy buter.

• Mark Wahlberg
• Bradley Cooper
• Jake Gyllenhall
• Ryan Gosselin
• Johnny Depp
• Christan Bale
• Robert Pattison
• Michael Cera
• Vince Vaughn
• Ryan Renoylds
• Gerad Butler
• Jason Bateman
• Robert Pattinson.

Theres more.

• Pants size :( Although a one size increase shouldn't be that big of a deal it matters because I have that much more fabric to cut off at the bottoms...tailoring ain't cheap people!
• Hair Color...its no longer practical to color it every few months and every shade in the rainbow
• Make-up routine, Surprisingly I find the older I get the less I put on.
• Driving habits at 25 I seem to want to get to where I'm going a lot faster than I used to lol
• Taste in clothing-although I'm still all for the pumps, silly shirts and tight jeans it is just so much more fun to see someone else that uncomfortable hahah
• Eating habits at 17 you can pretty much eat anything and not think twice about it at 25 you do pretty much eat everything and learn to loathe yourself for it

• Holding your tongue is sometimes better than running your mouth....sometimes :)
• If you're not an expert at something don't give advice unless it's asked for.
• I have worked very hard to get where I am but that doesn't mean I've made it to where I'm going.
• My kids are NOT babies anymore (this one hurts the most)
• I've finally figured out exactly how to control my unruly hair...24 years is all it took lol
• I can handle anything as long as I've had a cup of coffee and something to eat.
• A good skin routine is essential at every age.
• I'm a lot better at being a Mother than I give myself credit for; it’s also a lot harder than I'm willing to admit at times.
• I'm learning to make an effort everyday t...

• Clean out garage and fridge in garage (ewww)
• Hang curtians in my room
• Register my car!!
• Buy cute outfit!! WOOT WOOT
• Mentally prepare myself for cooking again
• Get super super good at wii...I'm a little out of practice
• TRY NOT TO PANIC!!!

• Sliver lining-Rilo Kiley
• Thinking of you-Katy Perry
• Andy you're a star and All these things I've done-The killers
• Bird flu-M.I.A
• In the Middle-Mat Kearney
• Spare change-Mat and Kim
• Thrash Unreal-Against me!
• You beautiful Militant-The brunetts
• Stop crying your heart out-Oasis
• Nights of the Living dead-Tilly and the wall, Falling with out Knowing
• Back to Black-Amy winehouse
• Flesh and bone-Alien Ant Farm
• Distraction-Angels and Airwaves
• Optimist vs. the silent alarm-Casitone for the Painfully alone
• We looked like Giants-Death Cab for Cutie, I will follow you into the dark,Brothers on a hotel bed, the face that launched a thousand ships, blacking out the fricti...

• I'd pay off my parent’s house, Nick’s parents, and Nick's house.
• I'd try to buy out Nick's military contract, Dennis's too...but they prob wouldn't let me
• Give some to the church to help with missionaries and outreach programs
• Invest in college money for the girls
• Move to Pennsylvania, and buy a house there for everyone we know and love!
• Donate to families in need and start a better school lunch program in Cumberland County.
• Finish school
• Get Nick that vw bus he wants
• I'd buy boobies!! lol
• Open a dance studio and charge nothing for kids to come and wiggle away

Oh the list goes on and on

• 3 words, Pumpkin spice latte...
• Red, orange, brown and yellow leaves all on the same tree
• Scarves!!
• Cold lipped kisses
• The smell of burning leaves
• Lack of bugs
• Cool breezes
• Night coming earlier
• Peppermint peppermint everywhere!
• More eye shadow and eyeliner are now okay
• Warm apple cider
• Hot chocolate!
• Snuggling to keep warm
• White Chocolate pepermint mochas
• Layers
• The girls in stockings
• Crunchy leaves
• Everything smells like, warm apple cinnimon or pumpkin

• Cleaned garage!
• Started my garden for flowers and herbs!
• Painted Kelseys dresser
• Accrued way to much credit card debt :-{
• Learned to budget better!
• Re painted hutch

• Peter pan
• Sleeping Beauty
• Cinderella
• Pete's Dragon
• Enchanted
• Little Mermaid
• Beauty and the Beast
• The Emperors new groove
• Aladdin
• Alice in Wonderland
• Lilo and stitch
• Mary Poppins
• The rescuers
• Snow white
• Lady and the Tramp
• 101 Dalmatians
• The nightmare before Christmas
• Robin Hood

• Clean lines
• Bleach
• Cinnamon apple candles
• Strawberry lip smackers
• Psychedelic circles
• Dragonflies
• White Chocolate peppermint mochas..non fat of course
• Side bangs
• Crazy socks
• Warm sheets
• Poppies
• Pumpkin harvest house spray from bath and body
• lemon ice cream
• Homemade jam
• Nivea body wash
• My 'lectric tooth brush
• French Vanilla cake batter
• Road trips
• The smell of the ocean

• Fanny packs
• Men with better cuticles than me
• Rude people
• Leaving dog poop around
• People who steal
• Drunk Yankees fans
• Drunk fans period
• Hair in my mouth
• Slobs
• The smell of scrambled eggs
• Mary kay
• Eye shadow that covers your whole lid.

• Buy a swing
• Buy a pack and play
• Buy a dresser
• Try not to panic and eat everything in sight! :)
• Get a good school routine established for Kelsey, we have to start getting in the mode even now before I start the schooling. There could be nothing worse than a chaotic schedule, a new baby and a seriously stressed out Momma.
• Get Nick to clean out the garage and help me organize the 'school closet'
• Get all the nursing stuff I need, bra's, tops, on and on...
• Stop forgetting to remember all of the other things that I'm forgetting to put on this list :)
• Establish a birth plan and stick to it (unless disaster strikes, then its plan out the window get baby here safe)

• Don't smother each other. No one can grow in the shade. ~Leo Buscaglia
• Courage is not the absence of fear, but simply moving on with dignity despite that fear. Pat Riley
• The sorrow which has no vent in tears may make other organs weep. Henry Maudsley
• From the deepest desires often come the deadliest hate. Socrates
• Too many people grow up. That's the real trouble with the world, too many people grow up. They forget. They don't remember what it's like to be 12 years old. They patronize, they treat children as inferiors. Well I won't do that. Walt Disney
• Passion is the genesis of genius. Anthony Robbins
• I have memories - but only a fool stores his past in the future.David Gerrold
• The depth of your compassion lies in your ability to forgive yourself. - Mark Grah...

Love

• Make up!!
• Dresses
• Heels
• Long hair
• Smooth legs
• Eating chocolate all the time without anyone thinking I'm odd
• Craving things
• Caboodles
• Leggins!

Hate

• Pms
• Giving birth
• Worrying about cellulite
• Worrying about breast size
• Being weak
• Crying at the drop of a hat
• Being a bad driver lol, yes I blame that on being a woman

• First best friend? Alyssa Cammrigs
• First big crush? Ohhh Kyle Reed in the 4th grade! Ohh lala
• First kiss? Some kid named Alex think..lol its been a long time.
• First puppy love? Josh Reyes.
• First Heartbreak? Josh Reyes moving, I cried for days!
• First alcoholic beverage? Ummm miller lite I think
• First song to change your life? Oh wow so many... the one I think of the most is Wonderwall by oasis
• First Concert? Lol Plus one with Megan! Good times
• First Prom date? Ehhh Chris Hales
• First car? A 96 Saturn it was soooo cute!
• First home of your own? Ohh I had the cutest apartment in Haymount! I miss that place it was huge!

• Trampoline
• Swing set for big kids, they've out gown their rescue center
• Easy bake oven...as much for me as it is for them
• More disney movies...we have several but they're only released on Dvd every so often.
• More dress up close, there's no such thing as too much
• V-smile, the power cord lol
• More book's about the body, they have a lot of questions latley
• New bikes!!
• Roller skates/blades, I prefer blades
• A pool

• Kelsey...music. "muz gik"
• Kalen ....pajama's. "Pan jamas"
• Kelsey... " You have squishy skin Mimi"
• Kalen..."Mommy your teeth stink!"
• Kelsey..."Mommmmmmyyyyyy I poooped, Mommmy I pooped, Mommy mommy mommy mommy....I poooooped!"
• Kalen..."whoa that was a snake poop"
• Kelsey... " Girls can't go down in the man hole"
• Kalen...."Papa theres a baby in your belly"
• Kelsey..." Hey theres a little man hole, for little men" haah
• Kalen.." My bagina has a puppy in it!!" lol
• Kelsey..."Kalen what does Nicky have..??"

There will be more.

• Traveling home to N.C from Ohio stuffed in the back of my Mema's station wagon like sardines, with my brother, Lindsay, Kaitlyn, and a million other kids she'd bring with her.
• Getting sap stuck in every and any possible place from climbing trees like monkey's all day.
• Family functions, reunions or road trips.
• Driving through W.V on our way to Ohio and passing the Capital building, knowing we were so close to Mema!
• Pool time with all the neighborhood kids, even if our pool was green and slimy we didn't care.
• Cheap thick framed plastic sun glasses
• BUBBLES
• Deviled egg's at cook out's.
• Hearing my friends yelling outside of my window when I was taking too long getting...

• Nick kissing me before he leaves for work at least 3 or 4 times, I think he's afraid if he doesn't do it enough I wont remember lol.
• The pitter patter of little feet in the girls room. Sometimes it seems more like a giant running around at 6 am.
• Kelsey asking "Mommy are you awake yet?" she does it every morning, and then.. "well..will it only take you 5 more minutes" lol
• The girls morning hugs and kisses, Kalen telling me my teeth stink. Haha
• Cooking!
• Kalen introducing herself as "martha" she does it everyday maybe someday she'll pick a cooler name like "Bitsy" or "Gidget"
• Kelsey shaking her booty, its bound to happen.
• Playing with my mini me's, whether its ou...

• Oh man Eight O' clock, just plain ol regular...soo yum
• Maxwell house breakfast blend...I like it simple and strong
• Eight O' Clock french roast, whole bean...soo good.
• Eight o'clocks columbian
• Starbucks Anniversary blend...ohh lala
• Starbucks Kimono dragon blend..Oh snap you better be ready to bounce off some walls!

Thats all I got right now. I gotta start making a real list.