• 80 degrees in colorado in the middle of winter wearing a tube top and scooby do christmas pajama pants on christmas eve

smoking weed and reminiscing all day long with my dad on the patio, he brings me a spiked eggnog, it set it all in motion watching my little brother play video games on the tv calling my mom texting my friends reading fanfic just like every christmas as a child but now we’re all adults my mom gets here and we all decide to smoke the christmas joint /inside/ something we never do, while listen to the audio book for “Go the fuck to sleep” voiced by Samuel L Jackson we own a physical copy of the book and my mom usually reads it to us but usually is 10 years ago usually is all 9 of us siblings, sometimes more now it’s all four of us smoking a j inside me, my little brother, my mom, my dad getting ready to open presents i get to play Santa this year, my dad’s records like he always has but he hasnt always but i’m wearing a tube top and scooby do chistmas pants it’s used to always be my grandma recording, christmas used to be at grandmas place and i wore a christmas dress, no jewlery no makeup, young but aware, and then i wore ripped black jeans and a black butler tee shirt, tons of rubber bracelets and bad smudged eyeliner, young but aware and then i was gone. and then i was gone. and then i wore a tarot card tube top and scooby doo pajamas pants tons of jewelry and tons of eyeliner, while my dad recorded christmas, while i played santa sat at the base of the tree passing out gifts we open everything, we joke, we cry, we reminisce some more we go outside, we smoke more, both a different joint, our own bowls/pipes and cigarettes (unfinished unfortunately)