-Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People -

• i wish you were home
• i think youre going to change a lot, and i hope we stay close
• i'm afraid im going to lose you
• i hate your attitude. stop being a jerk and grow up.
• i think i like you more than you like me
• its scary but you'll be ok
• youre absolutely gorgeous, dont let anyone tell you otherwise
• i hate that i wasted so much time on you
• talk to me!
• its not worth it, i'm sorry.

- Nine things about myself -

• i take pride in dressing up for work when no one else does.
• i want 5 sons
• i love my cousins a lot and wish i saw them more often
• my friends are part of my family
• i'm bad at follow through
• i dont like change
• i'm learning to whitewater kayak
• i absolutely love reading, its a great escape
• i'm bad at relationships

- Eight ways to win my heart -

• laughter
• understanding
• kindness
• thoughtfulness
• intelligence
• intuition
• style
• love

- Seven things that cross my mind a lot -

• why am i such a fuck up?
• how much i love my family
• how much i love my friends
• why is the world full of idiots?
• what i want out of life
• why love is so hard
• "religion"

- Six things I do before I fall asleep

• tell my parents goodnight
• brush my teeth
• change clothes
• read
• listen to music
• set my alarm

- Five people who mean a lot -

• my mom
• my dad
• my brother
• jill
• liz

- Four things you're wearing right now -

• under armour spandex
• MSU shorts
• kayak store shirt
• friendship bracelts

- Three songs that you listen to often-

• cant tell me nothin by kanye west
• lunacy fringe by the used
• still around by 3OH!3

- Two things you want to do before you die -

• travel the world
• love

- One confession -

• i dont know---anything