-Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People -

• im so sorry, i really wish i could take it back
• shes my mom not yours so get over it
• i wish we were best friends who tell each other everything, but i know thats hard for you, and i dont think im cool enough to be that important to you
• i love you so much baby, stay strong
• i think he has a thing for you, and thats why we're not together.
• i wish you would just commit
• i really hope that you find someone who's good to you and realy appreciates you
• im so happy to be seeing you and i wish we talked more, but the time difference doesnt mean i dont love you!
• i feel comfortable around you
• you make me laugh, and i love yo for it

- Nine things about myself -

• i procrastinate when i know i shouldnt
• i wish i was as good a photographer as amy
• i collect sunglasses
• reading makes my life complete
• i love winter but i miss summer immensely
• i always want what i cant have
• i play tough but secretly just want someone to let me be sensitive around them
• i love music and miss beth's mix cds
• art makes me feel whole

- Eight ways to win my heart -

• laughter
• intelligence
• uniqueness
• thoughtfulness
• understanding
• sweetness
• touching
• love

- Seven things that cross my mind a lot -

• what am i doing with my life?/where do i go from here?
• my family
• my friends/ how theyre changing
• romantic fantasies
• photography/art ideas
• why do i always do this?
• boys/sex

- Six things I do before I fall asleep

• brush teeth
• change into pjs
• say goodnight to lanaia
• yell at kayla and briana to shut up
• set alarm
• turn off lights

- Five people who mean a lot -

• my mom
• my dad
• my brother
• jill
• liz

- Four things you're wearing right now -

• jeans
• long sleeve red shirt
• EMS half zip
• UGGs

- Three songs that you listen to often-

• anything by death cab for cutie
• daylight by mat&kim
• dropping plates by disturbed

- Two things you want to do before you die -

• travel the world
• love

- One confession -

• i often question my own sanity