TW: murder, killing, torturing, crushing (not crushing people, just crushing stuffed animals)

• Here are probably my favorite drawings of me, i love these artists styles:

• I was a cis girl but i didnt care about pronouns

Dave was a transboy

Dirk was a transboy

Sollux was a demiboy

everyone else was cis i think

• when i was young and all throughout my first like,, 4 1/2 sweeps, id play with my scalemates a lot. but i didnt really "play" with them. i tortured them. i three them against walls and crushed them until they exploded stuffing everywhere and i ripped off their heads and limbs and id just,, murder these poor plushes. i rarely met any trolls ever, and i couldnt talk to my mom that often, and nobody ever taught me how to do things. i just let my impulses get the best of me. when vriska and i first met in person she told me that she killed other trolls, and i thought that made my stuffed animal torturing look weak and pathetic. so i started havjng these murderous thoughts, like i /WANTED/ to kill and torture other trolls. vriska thankfully explained to me that she didn't want to kill the other trolls, even though she felt no remorse for any of them, and that it was just her lusus making her. she told me it was much better for me to do it to my scalemates than other trolls. with some help from vriska she helped ease my rage and without her i wouldnt be as stable as i was. i eventually got way better because of her and grew out of my torturing habit and just started to hang them, nothing else. it was mostly for the roleplay aspect of it but it did also feel good to hang scalemates and throw them out my window. now as for me and vriska, yes we were in a moirailegiance. most people think i was the "nepeta to her equius" in our moirailegiance, meaning /I/ was the one to help tame vriska, but it worked the other way around. vriska was very tame and actually pretty stable. i was the unstable one that if she wasnt there, i would've completely gone over the edge. however, when we broke up, i started to become the stable one and she started going over the edge. when i got back together with her on the meteor, i was able to calm her. she became much less lf a murderer and much more of just a dominant friend who likes attention. Then she died and we found pre-retcon vriska who had been brought back to life by a dead god tier feferi.

I dated dave for a while before and on the meteor but when i started hatedating gamzee, he broke up with me. he developed feelings for karkat and karkat felt the same back and they got together, but my feelings for dave stayed. i wasnt jealous though, i was happy to see dave happy. karkat also had feelings for me for the longest time and i dated him for a while before the game but we broke uo and he still had the feelings for me up until i started seeing gamzee. he put his feelings for me on hold so he could help me crawl out of my low point and thats when he developed feelings for dave. on earth c, dave and i became qpps. i was also moirails with sollux and vriska.

dave was tall, thin, had a long face and big lips, and dark skinned. he had lots of freckles and white curly short hair that was shaved on the sides. he had big hands and his nails were always painted, and he had plugs and lots of ear piercings. karkat was short and kinda average weight, and he had a few freckles and his hair was never brushed. vriska was tall, thin, had big lips and big yellow fangs, and really pointy ears with piercings on them. sollux was also tall and average weight and his hair stuck up on the sidesand his arms were really bony amd he had two sets of ears and a forked tongue.

i was average height, about 5'3", and i was thin but with bug hips. i had a small mouth and thin lips and a small short face with wide pointy cheeks and a small nose and big eyes and i had super pointy teeth and my horns were small and not too sharp on the tips. they werent nubby like karkats bt they werent gonna prick your finger. i had a few freckles and super sharp fingernails and big curcular glasses with pointy edges so they looked like a sideways-slanted fat raindrop. i had naturally really black lips and small pointy ears and my hair was REALLY fluffy and hard to brush down. i would wear my scalemate cape and boxers a lot because they were super comfortable for me and id carry around a scalemate everywhere all the time.