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My general hobbies include gaming, writing, editing AMV's/other digital content, and drumming. Unfortunately, I spend most of my time procrastinating, so I don't get to do much of the stuff I enjoy.
I'm not exactly sure what I want to do with a career in the future, but I want to continue doing what I love while having a stable job. I did aspire to be a careers counsellor at one point and I believe I still do. Helping people find what they're passionate about in life and giving them the ability to move forward with their dreams is really important to me. Not only that, but I also really do love writing, and I would love to publish my own book one day. Constructing characters and narratives has been part of me since I was very young.
Late 2020 was a huge time for me realising that I'm queer. I was an ally for a long time, and only occasionally questioned my gender, and then finally, it occurred to me that I wasn't completely a girl. I'm actually very non-binary and identify as a proxvir xirl (off-masculine non-binary girl). Since then I have also used the label genderfaer, a form of genderfluidity, and toric, to describe my attraction to men. Recently (late 2022) I realised that I am also bi, and my preferences on the SAM aren't equal.
Unfortunately, in 2020 I also suffered major health anxiety. I had suffered with anxiety before that, over my health and about the world, but it wasn't to the level I had before during that time. Even now in 2023 I still suffer with it and it majorly impacts me. I'm trying to get better everyday but it's very difficult for me to overcome by myself.
Since 2021 I was finally diagnosed with ADHD. It had affected me all my life and I was very thankful I had friends to help point it out to me that I should get diagnosed, and since then so much about me has made more sense than ever.
In 2022 I met my boyfriend who I've been with for 1 year. He's the light of my life and I'm so happy to have him. :)