you have always been my favourite boy or man or guy or anything since the day i met you. you're like one of those unfinished painting with dim colour but i volunteer myself to paint it with bright and warm colour while pouring all my emotions and love for it when no one did. i wanted to tell you that, whatever youre doing right now and the decisions youre goin to make. i will continue to support it no matter what happen. because i believe in you. you can do anything as how you want it with the support from your beloved ones. it will happen. you will reach out your goals in the end of the day. i'm honestly worried with what kind of future that awaits you. i want to see that you're happy with all the achievement you have made till these days. it's okay to start from a scratch once again. like i said, everyone deserves those chances to prove that they can do better than before. how many times you have failed, always remember to reward yourself with little things.it'll motivate you back. you know whats so special about you, no matter how many times people pull you down and drown you into a pool of mud. you still help yourself back with the amount of energy and emotions that you have pent-up. you strive it without even thinking twice. you see the vision in yourself. thats what makes you special. let me remind you, no one can pull off in music industry, only selected and talented one can make it through. i'm really proud of you since youre on the path itself and still surviving. yes. if the world doesn't want to listen to your musics, i'll show it to them through my painting, the story of your life with the music itself. the combination of my painting with your music won't die. it'll remain as the unforgettable history in our life as well for them.