• intro... (sound of paper rustling)
• echo of eunseok speaking: i wish i looked at the flowers in the fields back then, saw butterflies… now all i see is black. i should have held your hand while i still could, but now my hand grasps onto nothing as they grow numb. i’m sorry for leaving you behind after how much i had begged for you to stay with me, i threw away all of your sacrifices. i’ll always love you, but i know you deserve more. the blue sea is beautiful, but i realized it was nothing compared to you and your everything. instead of seeing you as it all faded, i saw everything else maybe the world may never see.

BLUE

• I don’t know where I am exactly
• I can’t seem to remember what had just happened
• All I know is that I’m here In a void of pressured silence.
• My whole body is weightless, still, fingertips are cold
• Being confused and out of place, I drift lower and lower.
• All sounds that release from my mouth are engulfed
• By the stillness of this endless world.
• It’s calm here, and there isn’t much noise.
• I can’t see the sky, but I can still see a vibrant blue
• Around me it slowly grows more and more dim
• Everything seems to be fading away, but I allow myself to stay here and fall further down.
• At least I have a piece of mind here, as all my thoughts pour out, leaving a blank emptiness.
• With this, I don’t notice the burning in my lungs and blurring vision.
• Instead I gaze around me through my heavy eyelids,
• And I see those colorful figures that pass me
• It’s so captivating, and I could stay here forever
• It’s not impossible, after all.
• I’m sorry for overstaying my visit
• But I’ll be here for a long while
• You don’t have to worry about me
• I’m not sure if anyone would at this point, anyways.
• Forgive me, please.