I'm sorry.

I apologize.

I ask forgiveness.

It is hard for me too.

I know that you care about me,

It just isn't enough.

I am tired of the mistrust in me.

You say you don't but you don't deceive me.

I know you were watching,

Reading into every word I said.

Trying to guess my next movement,

Blocking my escape.

The light in your eyes is gone,

Please don't take mine away too.

Tell me where my heart is?

I know you have hidden it away from me.

Locked and barried inside you.

I am becoming afraid of this,

This side of you.

Tell me what do you look like?

Your features are blurred,

Your motions are too fast.

I could say it, but you won't believe me.

It's difficult to leave but I need this.

Tell me what I look like?

Thin wrists and small bones.

Hair is short and body is thin.

Did you touch me and hold me?

Do I feel real to you?

We were kids one time too.

We were innocent one time too.