I know there is nothing I can do about you leaving. I want you to do what you want to do, find yourself, find want you want in life. But before leave you should know that every time I think about you being gone I cry. I never miss anyone ever but this is different. You're the only one who has been there through everything and knows me like no one else does and the thought of you going somewhere I can't get to whenever I need you is very upsetting. I'm sorry if I haven't been there when you needed me or if I have said things that have hurt you but you are the best friend I have ever had and ever will have. I miss you already. <3