everytime i come back to easley its different in some minuscule way and it makes me incredibly uneasy although it shouldn't matter
i don't know where my efforts should lie, and i don't know which ones are worth it.
i don't know who is in the wrong
i hate seeing all the prayer cards and gift baskets around the house
i never really knew how to talk in the first place
i haven't felt this depressed in a long ass time
i've been real bad at taking care of myself this year
it's so easy when you're in the same incredibly demanding environment all the time, which is a good way to help you grow, but you also lose touch with things and people very quickly