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t r a c k l i s t

• One Day - Kodaline
• Only Superstition - Coldplay
• Fear & Loathing - Marina & The Diamonds
• Numb - Barcelona
• Be Comfortable, Creature - Explosions In The Sky
• How to Disappear Completely - Radiohead
• Living Dead - Marina & The Diamonds
• Afraid - The Neighbourhood
• Lithium - Nirvana
• Ask - The Smiths
• The Fear - Ben Howard
• La Bestia - La Vida Bohème
• Hold On 'Till May (acoustic) - Pierce The Veil
• coffee and cigarettes - nevershoutnever!
• Note To Self - Jake Bugg
• The Death of Me - City and Colour
• Dont Panic - Coldplay
• The 2nd Law: Isolated System - Muse

l y r i c s

• One Day - Kodaline
• One day it's here and then it's gone. How are you still holding on? You've felt this way for far too long, waiting for a change to come. You know you're not the only one. And life passes you by, don't be wasting your time on your own. You always try to see yourself through the eyes of someone else. Too shy to say that you need help, you and everybody else. Oh, life passes you by, don't waste your time on your own, don't be wasting your time all alone. As your heart gets bigger and you try to figure out what's it all about, and your skin gets thicker as you try to figure out what's it all about. Yeah life passes you by, don't waste your time on your own. One day it's here and then it's gone. How are you still holding on?

• Only Superstition - Coldplay
• The cardboard head I see has found its way to me. It's out, making me cry. I sleep but I will not move, I'm too scared to leave my room, but I won't be defeated, oh no. [ Chorus: What if cards don't go my way and its sure to spoil my day? But in voices loud and clear you say to me: "It's only superstition, it's only your imagination, it's only all the things that you fear and the things from which you can't escape". ] Keep clean for the thousandth time. Stand still and wait in line, some numbers are better than others, oh no. [ 'Chorus' ] And its making me cry, and I'm slipping away. It's only superstition, only your imagination, and it's only superstition.

• Fear & Loathing - Marina & The Diamonds
• I lived a lot of different lives, been different people many times. I lived my life in bitterness and filled my heart with emptiness. Now I see, I see it for the first time. There is no crime in being kind, not everyone is out to screw you over. Maybe, yeah, just maybe they just want to get to know you. [ Pre-Chorus: And now the time is here, baby you don't have to live your life in fear. The sky is clear, it's clear of fear. ] [ Chorus: Don't wanna live in fear and loathing, I wanna feel like I am floating instead of constantly exploding in fear and loathing. ] Got different people inside my head, I wonder which one that they like best. I'm done with trynna have it all and endin' up with not much at all. [ Pre-Chorus & Chorus ] And when the time comes along and the lights run out, I know where I will belong when they blow me out. [ 'Chorus' ] I wanna be completely weightless, I wanna touch the edge of greatness, don't wanna be completely faithless. When the time comes around. When the lights will go out. When the time comes around. When the lights, they go out.

• Numb - Barcelona
• When I woke up, I couldn't feel my arms. They felt as if they weren't my own. I don't remember if I really slept at all, I might have been out building walls. [ Chorus: How can I stand and hold up this great wall? and if it falls then I might blow away. What's wrong? can't he see how hard I've tried? I'm numb inside, I'm done tonight. ] This morning found me out of action and alone, I'd lost command of all I thought I owned. My friends all called me to make sure I was well but I never made it to my phone. [ 'Chorus' ] All this potential has messed up my whole day, a storm of times and overlapping things. This information has left me overwhelmed, I've no idea where I should go. [ 'Chorus' ]

• Be Comfortable, Creature - Explosions In The Sky
• [ Instrumental ]

• How to Disappear Completely - Radiohead
• That there, that’s not me. I go where I please. I walk through walls, I float down the Liffey. I’m not here, this isn’t happening. I’m not here. I’m not here. In a little while, I’ll be gone. The moment’s already passed, yeah it’s gone. And I’m not here, this isn’t happening. I’m not here, I’m not here. Strobe lights and blown speakers, fireworks and hurricanes. I’m not here, this isn’t happening. I’m not here, I’m not here.

• Living Dead - Marina & The Diamonds
• Everyday I feel the same, stuck, and I can never change. Sucked into a black balloon, spat into an empty room. But was it really worth it? Did I really deserve it? It happens when you're hurtin', it cut me out the surface of my heart. [ Chorus: I'm living dead, only alive when I pretend that I have died. I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love, just bird's eye view from the sky above. I'm dead, I'm living dead. ] Got bubble wrap around my heart. Waiting for my life to start but everyday it never comes, permanently at square one. When it's late at night I'm so dissatisfied, the weight of an empty life will lessen in the moonlight,in the light. [ 'Chorus' ] I lay back in a glittery mist, and I think of all the men I could have kissed. I haven't lived my life, I haven't lived love, it's just a bird's eye view from up above. [ 'Chorus' ]

• Afraid - The Neighbourhood
• When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might take my place. Paid that money, fake that dummy, ache my tummy. On the fence, all the time. Paid junk honey, face so sunny, ain’t that funny. All my friends always lie to me, I know they’re thinking... [ Pre-Chorus: You’re too mean, I don’t like you, fuck you anyway. You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs. It hurts but I won’t fight you, you suck anyway. You make me wanna die, right when I... ] [ Chorus: When I wake up I’m afraid somebody else might take my place. When I wake up I’m afraid somebody else might end up being me. ] Keep on dreaming, don’t stop breathing, fight those demons. Sell your soul, not your whole self. If they see it when you’re sleeping, make them leave it, and I can’t even see if it’s all there anymore so. [ Pre-Chorus & Chorus ] Being me can only mean feeling scared to breathe. If you leave me then I’ll be afraid of everything. That makes me anxious, gives me patience, calms me down, lets me face this, let me sleep, and when I wake up let me be. [ 'Chorus' ]

• Lithium - Nirvana
• [ Verse 1: I'm so happy cause today I found my friends, they're in my head. I'm so ugly, that's okay cause so are you. We broke our mirrors. Sunday morning is everyday for all I care and I'm not scared. Light my candles, in a daze cause I've found God. ] Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm so lonely, that's okay, I shaved my head and I'm not sad. And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard but I'm not sure. I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there. But I don't care. I'm so horny, but that's okay, my will is good. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I like it, I'm not gonna crack. I miss you, I'm not gonna crack. I love you, I'm not gonna crack. I killed you, I'm not gonna crack. [ Verse 1 ] Yeah, yeah, yeah. I like it, I'm not gonna crack. I miss you, I'm not gonna crack. I love you, I'm not gonna crack. I killed you, I'm not gonna crack.

• Ask - The Smiths
• Shyness is nice, and shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you'd like to. So, if there's something you'd like to try, ask me - I won't say "no" - how could I? Coyness is nice, and coyness can stop you from saying all the things in life you'd like to. So, if there's something you'd like to try, ask me - I won't say "no" - how could I? Spending warm summer days indoors, writing frightening verse to a buck-toothed girl in Luxembourg. Ask me, ask me, ask me. Because if it's not love then it's the bomb that will bring us together. Nature is a language - can't you read? Ask me, ask me, ask me.

• The Fear - Ben Howard
• My, my cold hearted child, tell me how you feel. Just a blade in the grass, spoke unto the wheel. My, my cold hearted child, tell me where it's all gone. All the luster of your bones, those arms that held you strong. [ Chorus: I've been worryin' that my time here's a little unclear. I've been worryin' that I'm losing the ones I hold dear. I've been worryin' that we all live our lives in the confines of fear. ] My, my cold hearted child, tell me how you feel. Just a grain in the morning air, dark shadow on the hill. My, my cold hearted child, tell me where it all falls. All this apathy you feel will make a fool of us all. [ 'Chorus' ] Oh, I will become what I deserve. I've been worryin'(I will become what I deserve). I've been worryin'. My time is a little unclear (I will become what I deserve). [ 'Chorus' ]

• La Bestia - La Vida Bohème
• Una bestia guarda de cerca a mi corazón y se encarga de que yo no vaya a un lugar mejor. Me mantiene bien cerca, nunca me da respuestas, me ata una soga al cuello y me abandona al sol. Al sol. Una bestia mira de cerca a mi corazón y sabe que escondo una semilla negra de ambición. Me deja la reja abierta pa' verme intentar con fuerzas sabe que aunque yo lo quiera no la puedo abandonar. Jamás.

• Hold On 'Till May (acoustic) - Pierce The Veil
• She sits up high surrounded by the sun, one million branches and she loves every one. "Mom and dad, did you search for me? I've been up here so long I'm going crazy". [ Chorus: And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground. I heard the train shake the windows, you screamed over the sound. And as we own this night I put your body to the test with mine. This love was out of control, 3-2-1 where did it go? ] Now don't be crazy, yes now of course you can stay here. You know we're going on ten years. Big deal, I guess you're official. I only said it 'cause I know what it's like to feel burned out and down, we've all been there sometimes, but tonight I'll make you feel beautiful once again. [ 'Chorus' ] If I were you, I'd put that away. See, you're just wasted and thinking about the past again. Darling you'll be okay. And she said, "If you were me, you'd do the same 'cause I can't take anymore. I'll draw the shades and close the door. I'm not alright and I would rather..." [ 'Chorus' *This love was out of control, tell me where did you go?]

• coffee and cigarettes - nevershoutnever!
• Coffee and cigarettes are my only escape. I got my cup of Joe, my pack of stokes, and I'm on my way downtown to set up shop and sing my cares away. So, won't you sing with me, 'cause it's cold outside, and I'm feeling kinda lonely. [ Chorus: Friday nights are always the same in this town. I'm looking up, but I'm feeling kind of down. So, I'll light this cigarette and smoke the night away, and I'll hope that Saturday will be the day when everything feels okay. ] Ba da da. Coffee and cigarettes are best when shared with you. We'll go to Waffle House or your Mom's House and share a cup or two. Yeah, I have friends, but they have friends, and they have parties, and I'm so awkward. So what do you say, just as friends, we see a movie this weekend, alright? Okay. [ 'Chorus' ] Ba da da.

• Note To Self - Jake Bugg
• Girl, you've been forgetting just how special you really are. And I try to remind you, sometimes I can't find you, but the truth is in your heart. So write a note to yourself. Girl, don't beat yourself up, your best is good enough, so pick the pen up. [ Chorus: And write a note to yourself. A note to yourself. And don't be cruel because things do happen and you know it's not your fault, don't cover your wounds with the salt. ] Girl, let me tell you what I see, you've got to believe me, you're a thing of beauty. Girl, put it in an envelope, put it in the post, it'll come back to your door. [ 'Chorus' ] And write a note to yourself, and read a note to yourself. A note to yourself.

• The Death of Me - City and Colour
• Do I have nothing good left to say? Do I need whiskey to start fueling my complaints? People love to drink their troubles away, sometimes I feel that I'd be better off that way. [ Chorus: Cause maybe then I could sleep at night, I wouldn't lie awake until the morning light. This is something that I'll never control. My nerves will be the death of me, I know. ] So here's to living life miserable and here's to all the lonely stories that I've told. Maybe drinking wine will validate my sorrow, every man needs a muse and mine could be the bottle.[ 'Chorus' ] Finally, I could hope for a better day, no longer holding on to all the things that cloud my mind. Maybe then the weight of the world wouldn't seem so heavy. But then again I'll probably always feel this way. At least I know I'll never sleep at night. (Sleep at night) I'll always lie awake until the morning light. (Til the morning light) This is something that I'll never control, my nerves will be the death of me. My nerves will be the death of me, I know.

• Dont Panic - Coldplay
• Bones, sinking like stones, all that we fought for. Homes, places we've grown, all of us are done for. And we live in a beautiful world, yeah we do, we live in a beautiful world. Oh, all that I know, there's nothing here to run from, cos yeah, everybody here's got somebody to lean on.

• The 2nd Law: Isolated System - Muse
• [ Instrumental ] *In an isolated system, entropy can only increase.*