- I knew Palmer for the longest before the expedition, and I met Windows a month or two before it. Everyone else I met once we were at the outpost.
- I had pretty severe nightmares and that’s part of why I drank so much. I could also lash out at times, so I steered clear of the main outpost- I had my shack because I made it clear when I was hired that I had PTSD and wasn’t willing to sleep in the crew rooms.
- I spent a lot of early mornings just sitting on the stairs up to my shack with no coat on. Sometimes I drank, sometimes I didn’t. The cold grounded me.
- Windows and I were closest, and if I went into the main building for any reason other than food, it was usually to spend time with him. I think we got so close because I helped him through an anxiety attack once, then he just kind of stuck by me. I’d stand around in the radio room while he worked and I’d read a magazine- people left him alone more when I was in there. Still, on bad days we could get on each other’s nerves faster than hell. It didn’t stop us from being… kind of friends.
- Fuchs put up with me being bitter and kind of flaky, he and I were kind of friends- I didn’t spend that much time with him but I was starting to warm up to him before everything went to shit.
- I know I froze to death with Childs, and I was just completely accepting of my death. I also remember when the assholes locked me outside, having to fight through the snow and almost getting buried twice.
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