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I am a young mother and divorcee. I never thought that I would be the latter and always hoped for the former. Having them together is pretty scary. But, I am happy most of the time. When life takes an unexpected turn, you just have to hold on and ride it out. I am happy to ride it out with my little Niko. He is my whole life right now. Someday, he will have a daddy and I will have a husband...

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  • we spent a Sunday with his family. It was the first time that I'd been with all of them all at once.
  • Sept 1st, 2007 - we saw eachother for the first time in months. we spent the day together and hung out and other things.
  • October 5, 2007 - it was our 1 month anniversary and we spent it with his mom and step-dad in Nauvoo. They accepted me as family. ^.^ We walked around the temple that night and knew that we were headed there together.
  • Our very first date was July or August of 2004 when he made me a candlelit dinner because I had been stood up on every date that I had made that summer. ^.^
  • The second weekend in September, just after we started dating he brought me a little white pansy and chocolates when I came up for a visit.
  • September 17, 2006 - our first chat that went farther than the friendly ones we had always had.
  • He wrote me my first love letter ever and sealed it with 7--like the number of wings on a mansion or a number of children.
  • The first time he ever stayed over with me he brought Black Currant Vanilla massage oil. I will never forget that night.
  • we take turns wearing this dog collar that I got (we're both into lite BDSM). Our 2 month anniversary he wore the collar and gave me a bubble bath, lilies, a massage, dinner, and a movie. Perfect.
  • after an incident in which he played the hero for the first time, we started taking long walks around the parking lot of his apartment complex. We talked a lot and learned a lot about eachother on these walks.
  • James sent me text messages all day at work every day. He made sure that I knew just how much he loves me.
  • He and I dressed up in formal wear to go to Walmart to get a couple of pizzas and soda for dinner.
  • after our first date (after we started dating September 5, 2007) of Stardust, we went for a long walk in Swan Lake Cemetary
  • I love remembering the first time that I saw him. We met at church in 2000 in the spring. We were both walking around the halls and bumped into eachother.
  • reading the Song of Solomon for the first time all the way through and falling asleep in his arms
  • September 22, 2007 - James told me that he loved me for the very first time.
  • For Halloween we went as a slave and her vampiric master. We were actually told that we had to leave the mall because he could not lead me around on the leash that we had.
  • November 19, 2007 - "But when it comes to my personal life I can't be more satisfied. I have the perfect girlfriend that I am going to marry someday and she makes me happy." I got that text message while I was at work. As soon as I got home from work he proposed to me. It was perfect. I think that is my all-time favorite memory right there.
  • September 16, 2007 - The first time that we talked about marriage, a mere 11 days after we started dating.
  • September 20, 2007 - James drove the hour and a half to come get me when I originally told him that I was calling him at 1:50am because of a bad dream.
  • I used to have to sneak to see any of my friends. One such time I stopped by a McDonald's in Bartonville, IL to see him after working at my Dad's apt for most of the day.
  • planning my wedding with him
dec 31 2007 ∞
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