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——ㅤ𝒿 𝒶 𝓃 𝓊 𝒶 𝓇 𝓎 *:･ﾟ✧

• (﹟𝟏) happy new year!! ⁺೨*˚·⸜(⁃͈ᴗ•͈)⸝ | new year's eve was supposed to be fun, but m acted up again & i felt like i was walking on eggshells ; i was emotional | aiming to journal digitally the whole year (physical & digital) | binge-watching demon slayer with sis ; it's so so so good! i luv nezuko, renguko & inosuke | off to a great start with my goodreads reading challenge of 100 books ; reading novellas for now | i will always be emotional and dramatic ; i hate myself fr | everyone's testing my patience
• (﹟𝟐) i want to leave this place ಥ⌣ಥ | i'm not happy here | i'm so stressed, it's affecting my mental health | i want to live in a house that there's no screaming and yelling ; that it's not normalize to scream when you're annoyed or mad | i think we all need therapy fr | not losing hope that i will heal from this environment no matter what it takes | i can unlearn toxic and bad habits ; i will die happy knowing that i've grown and improved | what a start to 2026 :<
• (﹟𝟑) finally, at j's home again ૮ ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ ა | strange how someone's house can feel like home more than my own | this kind of peace is what i will never attain back in taguig | getting so much sleep and rest !! | sleeping and waking up next to the love of your life is really something ; it melts my heart every time | i feel so loved and well-taken care of | jalen's acts of service never fails to make my heart full ; he never held a grudge against me for that | my mornings were peaceful here ; i can't experience that back at taguig | my cravings were satisfied ; kwek kwek, balut, penoy, potato corner. inihaw, burger king, milk tea
• (﹟𝟒) having mixed emotions (´๑•_•๑) | can i do this, again? | d-day ; scared af | feels like dying all over again | intense cramps | crying so hard, i don't want to leave | thankful for j ; super caring and act of service melts my heart always | yay new vape pods !! | back in taguig ; missing j so much | stress is back | @ antipolo to celebrate nanay jean's bday | saw our 3 cats again ฅ^•ﻌ•^* ฅ
• (﹟𝟓) started physically journaling again ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ let's hope that it's not a phase like the last time | it's just a bad day, not a bad life... right? | can this love be translated? k-drama is so so so good | january was a good reading month, i read 27 books already!!! most were novellas and mangas, but a win is a win | started catching up with watching films, series and k-dramas again | journaling and tracking every bits and pieces of my life like clockwork | started junk journaling again ; trying to improve with my style