if you listen closely, you can hear me weeping my heart out over the simplest things in life | ✧: hard cry

——ㅤf e b r u a r y . [2]

• 03 | ✧ life
• 08 | ✧ life, relationships, existential crisis, career ; deactivated fb, messenger & tiktok
• 09 | ✧ same routine ; tired af

——ㅤj a n u a r y . [16]

• 03 | while journaling ; new year reflection
• 04 | ✧ life, existential crisis, relationships (10:20am . 10:50am)
• 05 | ✧ teary eyed while washing dishes . hard cry ; life (7:15am . 8:06am)
• 06 | life ; deactivated fb & messenger (5:17am)
• 11 | ✧ jenny yeo tiktok birth vlog (10:14am)
• 12 | can't leave house asap
• 14 | babi giving me money
• 15 | ✧ tiktok vid ; children msgs to their dad on wedding day (6am)
• 20 | d-day
• 21 | heavy heart ; regrets? reflection
• 22 | the thought of leaving made me cry
• 23 | ✧ dreamt of j dying & ppl were saying condolences to me, woke up & the lingering feeling felt real ; don't want to go back to house yet, cried numerous times
• 24 | miss j so much
• 27 | i hate it here
• 29 | life
• 30 | the glory ep 16 (10:30 am) . no ily (7:40pm)