• 01 watched the sunrise and the sunset at the beach. spend the new year's eve with my cousin, thalissa and elisa. dived into the sea at 6am. one of the best nights of my life.
  • 02 just chilled at the beach with my cousins and thalissa.
  • 03 went to elisa's house with my cousins and thalissa to drink and play never have i ever. a really stupid and fun night.
  • 09 to 15 my cousins came to my house again with another friend. this entire week was basically just chilling at the beach and casually hanging out with their friends. i couldn't ask for a better beginning of the year.
  • 11 went to a pub with a group of friends (and soon to be friends - my 2 cousins, their friend that came here at NYE, the other friend that came the week after, and three more of their friends. also, one of my best friends and a couple of people from my family). not all i was expecting happened but it was a hella good night.


  • 1 to 6 carnaval.
  • 28 to 31 ostracycle.


  • 13 going to the beach at 6am with n.
  • 19 cover festival.
  • 26 santoke night and sleeping at my garage with g.


  • 11 elisa's birthday.
  • 20 to 23 jazz&blues.


  • 13 alice's birthday.
  • 16 seeing eva.
  • 17 to 21 expo.


  • 17 spending the day cuddling with n watching movies and then sleeping with him.
  • 18 dancing with n at my kitchen while he sang thinking out loud.
  • 21 cultural night. im so in love with n.
  • 24 spending the night eating pizza and playing games with my friends. n learned how to play if youre on the water for me and gave me a dreamcatcher and his favorite book.
  • 28 spend the day with n laying and joking and kissing. he asked me to be his gf.
  • 30 and 31 went to santoke with n and then we slept together. spend the next day with him.


  • 12 "i love you."
  • 13 "you're one of the best things that ever happened to me. you're one of the best people i have ever met."
jan 16 2019 ∞
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