I look forward to,

• not having to check Viber messages constantly
• not having to juggle so many tasks all at once
• not having to worry about social media content & algorithms
• not being in the office cubicle most of the time
• not worrying all the time; not thinking or witnessing others always think about the next thing that has to be done or accomplished

I look forward to,

• more meaningful and genuine connections
• more time outdoors, in the Sunlight, with the wind and Mother Earth
• more free time for spontaneous trips with Boobams! or my sister!
• Sacred Rest. Sacred Pause.
  • Honoring my own cycle as it flows with the rythms of Nature.
• being carefree
• having more space for experiences that truly spark up my joy and fuel my love

Grateful for,

• mga salamin at gabay sa aking pag-usbong,
  • Steve, sa pagsalamin ng mga pangarap at sa mga imbitasyon alamin kung ano pa ba (ano ba talaga) ang mga nais kong gawin? Paglaanan ng sagradong oras at enerhiya ko?
  • tlc & Cath, for embodying the call; for being mirrors showing me what's still possible and what can still be dreamed of
  • Opaline, for being a comfortable presence to be in/with; for embodying, for teaching/sharing wisdom; for the invitation always to gather, practice, and Love together.
  • for Den, for being a sister through thick & thin, fast, and slow, light and dark - kapatid sa Daloy at Delubyo ng Buhay 🙏
  • for Jehn, for being a safe space to exchange stories with and be myself in the office setting. Salamat, salamat, salamat.
  • for Sha, for being here, there, and everywhere. Singing together, dancing together, weaving and weeping together, laughing, singing, praising, and being in reverence for all the sacredness the world continues to offer and show ~ remind us of. 🙏
  • 3.20.24 Ang sakit, sakit (bigat) ng puso ko. Sumigaw ng, "ayoko na dito!" (sa opisina). Oo, may mga bintana pa din naman ng kaligyahan, tawa, at saya dito...pero okay lang na hindi na iyon sapat na rason para manatili ka dito.
  • Ayoko na din patagalin pa ang usapan na ito dahil iikot ikot lang naman ako. Nailatag ko na ng ilang beses sa sarili ang mga dahilan ko. Inaantay ko na lang ang paggalaw mo, mahal ko.

Mahal, oras nang umusbong. To create the dreams and bring them to life. Yes, it's a new process and practice, but you are capable. God made it so.

Yung nararamdaman na resistance, pagpiglas mula sa discomfort ng panibago (escapism, flight tendency), hayaan lang. Manindigan at sumentro sa Sarili.

Yung sumasagi na pag-aalala sa iisipin o iniisip ng iba, hayaan lang din. Padalayin lang, parang alon. Let it come and go.

Discover what stays / remains. The Unchanging.