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4.22.24 Feeling Grateful, feeling at ease with myself ~ with where I am, who I am, who I was and who I am becoming. It feels good to find myself in this space again. I say again, because it has happened before, my love. I was sitting with my Self earlier today, and as I arrived, I remembered... "Peace and Love is your fragrance." And tears just poured in rememberance, and humility. Grace . The Lord's Grace is infinited. And I allowed myself to just enjoy this sensation within, observing how I immediately want to pour it outside... to give, and even to prove , "Hey, I am Light. Look at what I have to give / share." Allowed myself to go back within that space of just being . Being that Light that I feel and allow it to dance within me. Enjoy it for the Self first before sharing it. May my sharing of it come from a deep knowing that... "I Am." apr 22 2024 ∞
apr 22 2024 + Why was I ever so scared to feel / be happy?
apr 1 2024 ∞
apr 1 2024 + Just because it's unconventional, doesn't mean it's impossible, or invalid, or wrong. You are starting something new, seeding perhaps something that hasn't been birthed before, hence, the unfamiliarity. But what you can come back to is, God is with you in this one ~ not even just this one... God is with you always . All ways. He is helping you build the life you dream of. If you dig even deeper, you may even realize that He's the one who dreamed of You first. Ikaw ang Unang Panaginip at ang huli. 😭🥹 Love will live forever in the infinite universe. mar 19 2024 ∞
mar 19 2024 + Dear Mother, Suddenly I am surprised that it's the 21st of July already, year 2023. Today, I'm feeling good. Neutral . and it's pleasant to feel that way at times - to not need to feel elated or in Spiritual bliss (high up in the sky) nor down in the depths of my shadows, or spiraling in a sea of worries, etc... it feels good to just be . We recently had a New Moon, mother. And perhaps the only invitation is for me to explore how it would feel like to devote my love to myself, to my inner child most especially. ❤️ I feel like it's only been recently that I was somewhat able to get a feel of the pureness of my heart. To just dance with it whatever state it might be in - whether all walled up or all raw and open It feels good to be in this space. jul 21 2023 ∞
mar 17 2024 + 1/11/24
On the other hand...
jan 11 2024 ∞
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Arising thoughts, fears, and sensations... 4.29.24
apr 29 2024 ∞
apr 29 2024 + My inner child gets angry and frustrated when I impose too many rules and strict discipline - even in my Spiritual practices, even when my intention is good (to process or heal emotions).
The child is very present - it feels what it feels in the moment and is able to forgive and embody a different emotion the next moment. It loves and gives incessantly without worrying what it will receive in return. It just a has an innate belief of abundance and..."what is mine is yours (unity consciousness). Society told us to look at children as he... apr 19 2024 ∞
apr 19 2024 + I look forward to,
I look forward to,
mar 20 2024 ∞
apr 1 2024 + 3/19/24
Takaw lamang ng bibig ~ a 'false' need that tells me I need to fill to feel . (Aaah, iba ang lapat ng mga katagang ito ngayon.) Literal, kumain lang ako ng nagpadala sa emosyon ng Takaw . Ano ba ang takaw? Saan ito nanggagaling, Ina? Ano talaga ang inaasam niya/ko?
Pero ngayon...dahil bagong tao na, bagong hubog muli at bagong linis... naninibago pa sa espasyon na hindi naman kailangan punuin dahil pinunan na Niya. Walang kailangan gawin. Walang kailangan idagdag . May maibabawas ba? Oo, parating meron p... mar 19 2024 ∞
mar 19 2024 + 3/18/24 Okay lang Aien, kung isa sa mga rason mo kung bakit mo ayaw sa office ay...
Okay lang na,
Bago ito, bago ito dahil hindi ito ang 'itunuro' na paraan ng pamumuhay. Ikaw ay lumilikha, at sinusubukang isabuhay, ang daloy ng buhay na nais mo, para sa iyo at para sa lahat (_Natural_). Pakinggan.
jan 12 2024 ∞
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My ego has so many stories. Here is where I write them,
apr 19 2024 ∞
apr 29 2024 + Dear Mother, I feel grateful that being here at where I am at work, is amplifying where I want to be / where I prefer to go. I feel thankful that my work situation is mirroring to me and showing me that this is not where I want to be - there is another place or places, I long to go and dream of going. And that's okay. I'm allowed to leave places I have outgrown. I don't have to be cruel to myself for feeling that way. I can start to remove the judgements, ego stories, and wounding I keep attaching to my desires and to my decisions and actions.
mar 19 2024 ∞
apr 1 2024 + Dear Mother, It's becoming more and more clear, where I'd rather be. Near You, close to You, where I can bear witness to your leaves dancing in the wind, where I can listen to the Song of Your Heart more clearly, where I can be present with you, Fully. Where we're Inseparable. The office is not where that lies. I find myself overjoyed everytime I go out to greet you in the sky and in the trees; in your wild bosom. I feel distracted whenever I'm inside the office walls. I can't seem to focus on the tasks I need to 'perform' at work. Mother, will you guide me where to go? I trust you will. I love you. 🌹 feb 20 2024 ∞
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