My ego has so many stories. Here is where I write them,

• 29.24
• My ego tells me I'm impatient. That I could have waited a little longer before expressing the love that I felt. Could have gathered all the energy first, and allowed for the mud to settle before taking action
• Then another part of me feels tantraumy, saying "but I always keep waiting! I'm always asked to be still and not express myself fully! ...Am I never allowed to just be myself?!"