this is an in-depth explanation of me keeping my profile permanently private and turning off dms from outside parties. an incident in my previous fandom has greatly traumatised me and it lead me to discard an interest of mine due to the memories it brought.

furthermore, i also disliked the attention i was getting, for i have always been an introverted person who prefers to vibe with only a small group of people. i truly never expected to gain so many followers back then, and it was okay for a while, until it started to affect my mental health and academic performance greatly. i was very uncomfortable with everything and i was on the cusp of a breakdown. i no longer want that to happen.

i thought about not making a new account anymore and just go back to handling my personal accounts, but i really didn't want to bother my irls with my interests, so here i am. i'm okay with my current moots, i appreciate them sm for being here and i don't plan to let anyone else follow this account anymore (unless i personally invite them)

so if i reject a follow req, please note that this is nothing personal. i am doing this for my own health and peace of mind, because i want to pour my energy onto things that matter. i only rt stuff, fangirl and talk to my friends on here anyway lol so don't worry about getting priv qrts from me, i will never do that to anyone no matter who you are.