i'd rather go mad and burn in hell for all eternity, burn me, your feeble excuse for a soul won't survive the stench. there's a hell in my brain, misaligned networks and malfunctioning neurons, & sometimes it feels like my mind is more disordered than i am, more diseased than any semblance of innate self-preservation, & since birth my mind has been lost in a deep self-destruction. when my body is not whole, the best i can hope for is to go home. it's hard to love a body that doesn't know how to love you. i'm trying to remember that it's not impossible. i'm trying to remember to take my medication. i'm trying to forget how easy it is to rot alone in my bedroom while my life passes me by. i am haunted by a life i once lived-a life i miss-a life i know i can't have-a life i can barely remember-a life i want to forget. i know this life will be beautiful too, but i need time to sit at my grave,...

♡ bias list :

bts : thv 태형 (utt), jin 김석진 & suga 민윤기. ot7 ♡

p1harmony : keeho 기호, intak 인탁 & theo 테오

zerobaseone : ricky 리키 & matthew 석매튜 ⠀⠀

• [ ♡ ] others

twenty one pilots, chappell roan, pierce the veil, deftones, radiohead, gorillaz, cigarettes after sex, oceanfromtheblue, dpr ian, the gazette, dir en grey, tame impala, slipknot, korn, dpr live, bloo, ethel cain, dpr cream, sulli, treasure, phoebe bridgers, ghost, wave to earth, la dispute, gulu gulu, alex g, the front bottoms, lebanon hanover, ph-1.

bernardo.

ele / dele

24, 2000.

agênero & pan.

autista + tdah;

intp 5w4, aries.

☼ aries ↑ cancer ☽ aries

birth tarot: sun & wheel & magician

faço faculdade de criminologia.

[ ♡ ] true crime, vampiros, direito, patologia forense.

• [ ♡ ] movies

spiderman, fallen angels, chungking express, the boy, ginger snaps, young adult matters, lights out, scarface, silent hill, the purge, vhs, unlocked, x, carrie, parasite, time to hunt, happy together, in the mood for love;

⠀⠀

• [ ♡ ] series

semantic error, bad & crazy, strangers from hell, the king of pigs, taxi driver, d.p, weak hero class, begins ≠ youth, one ordinary day, black out, tarot, red swan, boyhood, mr. plankton;

• animal crossing
• grand theft auto v
• hatred
• minecraft
• outlast
• outlast 2
• resident evil
• silent hill
• stardew valley
• the sims 2