- we use "alena" as a collective name for the "good members" of our system (juniper, anna, alex, luna)
- we use "sarah" as our name irl to people we're not close friends with
- body age 20
- trans (amab, we try our best to present as female in public though we don't fully pass)
- plural (duh); got asd, plus possible undiagnosed bpd (though anna and alex deal with that one fairly well)
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- like listening to music (wide variety of stuff!)
- like board games (chess, scrabble, backgammon, etc)
- not really into video games but we've played a few and they were decent
- in general we all seem to love chatting to friends and wish we had way more friends to chat to
- we do some reading (probably read romance stories most, followed by adventure, fantasy, sci-fi)
- we like doing knitting, sewing, crocheting, etc sometimes
- we sometimes make maps, and contribute to wikipedia articles
- like doing logic puzzles
- reading up on + chatting about geography, linguistics, history, politics, spirituality and religion
- also maths and science and computing are ...
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- note - all of these are somewhat less pronounced in Anna and much less pronounced in Alex, because i think they have the ability to restrict/limit their emotions? the flipside is them being out less.
- feeling lonely, not enough friends
- strong jealousy of ppl who have more friends than we do, which often leads to self hatred and depressive spirals and sometimes the need to avoid talking to people who have more friends than us for a while
- also lots of worrying that our friends will see that we're somehow bad and decide to abandon us as a result
- extreme emotional volatility (often going from really sad to really happy a few times a day)
- executive dysfunction
- our memory is kinda terrible in general nowadays, we forget stuff really easily. (most memories that we do remember are sha...
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- fronts most often, at least 80% of the time, could probably call me the host nowadays
- born July 2018
- i shapeshift a lot in headspace, most often a cat tho
- i feel more "physically disconnected" from the real world than others do, e.g. if i'm fronting it tends to be less "my body" and more "a body i happen to be in at the moment"
- favorite music: upbeat, chiptune, anything happy really!
- maybe a bit too nosey for my own good
- really really likes making friends and cuddling and stuff (like, probably even more than all the others do)
- headspace age basically undefined
- pronouns she or it or they
- i'm the jokey one
- i'm also the one who wrote this whole lis...
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- born June 2018
- probably fronts second-most-often
- panromantic, grey-ace
- probably the best of all of us at passing as sort-of-neurotypical when she has to
- and also has more executive function ability / spoons (as does Alex), so sometimes one of us asks her to do the chores...
- often experiences quite a bit of dysphoria when something draws attention to her looks, but she's okay when she passes well
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- born May 2018
- asexual, quoiromantic
- form most often human, but sometimes mermaid if she's swimming in headspace
- pronouns she/hers
- is a kid in headspace
- if something isn't going the way she wants it to irl, she has an unfortunate tendency to get really upset and whine about it until people give into her
- sexual topics are a big trigger, she tries to shun all thoughts and memories about them
- also really doesn't like mentions of death, especially animals dying
- experiences very strong dysphoria when she's fronting (because both age and gender appearance upset her a lot) - she always avoids mirrors when she's out, and doesn't come out much because of it
- loves going to the park and being playful...
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- born May 2018
- aroace
- pronouns normally they/them or he/him, but doesn't care about pronouns much
- doesn't come out much, the rest of us rarely hear them
- is more distant and caring about personal space, doesn't let people get too close either emotionally or physically
- kind of the system protector
- has a non-sentient pet rat in headspace called Peter
- never experiences dysphoria (i think the rest of us envy that! :p)
- favorite music: ska punk
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- the below was true of August 3, 2018; since then she changed name from Sarah to Morgan and seems to have some form of intense loyalty to our gf now, but not sure of whether the rest of the stuff we know about her is still true because we haven't heard her at all since then
- the original host
- is usually bad, we don't let her come out any more
- she still denies that we're actually plural
- seems to have no boundaries whatsoever nowadays
- if she comes out, then it means something's gone very very wrong
- essentially, she seems to be a fusion composed of everyone else in this head to varying degrees, plus probably some other stuff, and she doesn't have any identity of her own
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- another bad one
- born May 2018
- we haven't let her out for a long time
- we rarely hear her much nowadays- not sure if she has a defined identity, or whether she ever did
- don't know much about her really now
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