★Timelines: 1

★IDs

• Cis man (he/him)
• Gay
• Monogamous

★Canonmates

• Skwisgaar @musicmutual
• Nathan @irl.hendrix
• Looking for all of Dethklok! Also anyone else, except Magnus and the man with the silver face.

★General memories

• Only my parents called me Charlie, before they died. Not even Nathan called me Charlie. I think Pickles did, like once or twice, because he was totally wasted. But I would glare at him when he did.
• Me and Nathan were never 'officially together,' we would go through times where we couldn't stand to be apart from each other, and other times where we wouldn't see each other for days at a time. It wasn't a perfect situation but I think we both valued what we had. Neither of us could really ~commit~ for one reason or another.
• I remember after I came back from the dead, it wasn't the same. I put a lot more distance between me and all the boys, but I think Nathan noticed it the most. He could tell it was different between us. I just couldn't look at him the same way knowing what I knew. I felt like I would just be getting in the way if I got too attached again, I needed to just keep my head down and do my job. I regret being so cold to everyone, especially him.
• I did definitely, actually die too. The church had to resurrect me. Don't ask me how, I didn't question it too much. I was super dedicated to helping them after that, for obvious reasons, even though I didn't understand what the fuck they were talking about. When Toki got kidnapped though, they didn't really seemed bother that one of the boys might die, that really bothered me. They cared about Dethklok more as a group instead of individuals.
• I had a bedroom, there was a door between two bookcases in my office. I usually kept two klokateers outside each of the boys' rooms, one outside my office door, and one outside my bedroom door. The room looked a lot like my office, with big windows on one wall, and heavy red curtains that blocked out the light. I had a big four-poster bed that I sometimes wanted to get rid of and buy a smaller one, because waking up without Nathan there made it feel so empty.
• I always made sure the klokateers carried the boys to their beds if any of them fell asleep some random place. Which happened frequently. Sometimes they passed out from drinking or from exhaustion, sometimes they just couldn't be bothered to go back to their room. Either way I made sure they woke up on bed.
• My parents were more into metal than I was. They sort of raised me on it, so I knew a lot of the bands and was able to recognize when it was good. I honestly didn't listen to Dethklok on my own time. I didn't listen to music much at all, I remember really valuing silence. I was surrounded by loud music, yelling, and just a lot of fucking noise in most of my life, so when I had a moment of (near) silence I relished in it.
• I DO remember having a big Snakes N Barrels phase in college. I wore a leather jacket and everything (but I also wore big glasses so y'know). I think that was the main reason I wanted to be Dethklok's manager so bad (that I consciously knew of, I think the hand of fate played a big part). Like, oh shit man that's Pickles, I remember him. I had a crush on him when I was younger but he turned out to not be my type.
• Random, but I met Nathan when he was regularly working out, and I think stopping that and being sorta chubby was a better look for him. That might just be me though.
• Magnus like??? Never really talked to me??? Like he would just sit across the table at meetings, glaring at me with his arms crossed. He would answer a direct question if I asked, but never volunteered anything. I never liked him, neither did Skwisgaar or Nathan. Murderface doesn't really seem to like anyone so I can't say how he felt about him. Pickles was the only one who seemed really on board with Magnus, and since he was sort of the leader of the band at the time, the rest of us just went with it.
• I know Magnus and Skwisgaar lived together for awhile, I think Pickles suggested that the guitarists should be close. They did not get close.
• Getting Toki from that weird band camp was a much bigger deal than source shows. Like there was no physical fighting or anything, just a lot of passive aggressive banter and Magnus repeatedly putting his arm around Toki's shoulders. I wasn't there, the boys relayed the story back to me (several times because I wanted all the details).
• Skwisgaar and Toki were together, and I felt the most parental over them. Me and Nathan were definitely Squad Mom & Dad, but like, especially to them.