★Timelines: 3

★IDs

• Genderfluid but mostly masc (he/him or she/her)
• Gay
• Polyamorous

★Canonmates

• None found
• Looking for my brothers and the beta kids

★General memories

• I was genderfluid and even though I mostly presented as masc there was times I really loved wearing full on dresses and makeup and shit. Rose would do my makeup whenever I saw them and we’d dress up to the fuckin nines and go get dinner or some shit.
• Rose was a nonbinary lesbian, they/she pronouns, and we were basically QPPs. I don’t know if we ever officially were. They were the only person I felt totally comfortable taking my shades off around.
• Jade was mostly a girl, but I think she was nonbinary and cool with any pronouns. She had a huge crush on me and it was super obvious, I felt really bad and was always worried I was leading her on.
• John was the cishet of our group. He would make comments sometimes that were kinda shitty but we knew he didn’t mean it and we would do our best to gently correct him. I had a big stupid crush on him and he had no idea. I knew it would never happen and it sucked like hell.
• D’s full name was Richard and Bro’s was Broderick. Me and Dirk weren’t allowed to call them by their full names.
• D and Dirk lived in California because D was some hotshot movie director/writer/producer or some shit. I dunno, he was mildly famous. Dirk was kind of his protégés, he would come with him to movie sets and help out with stuff wherever he could. I think he mostly did a lot of prop stuff but he was interested in directing too. I was never really sure why though, he was good with his hands and I always saw him as more of an engineer or something similar, but hey to each their own I guess. They would come visit a few times a year, between movies.
• Bro did porn. And sold puppet sex toys. He also did amateur film stuff and music. But it was mostly porn. He picked up being a dj at clubs whenever we needed extra money, because no matter how often D offered money Bro would never take it.
• We actually lived in a two bedroom apartment on the top floor of the building, but Bro had converted the second bedroom into a recording studio long before I came to live with him. When I did, Bro gave me his bedroom and slept on the futon in the main room instead. My room had dark red walls, kinda gross white carpet, shelves and bookcases almost overflowing with shit, a desk with my computer and speakers (gifts from D and Dirk), a broken fan that would turn on and off at random, and a window that I always kept wide open because we didn’t have any fucking air conditioning.
• I spent a lot of time in the recording studio. I went to public middle school for a little while before I dropped out and did a combination online school and home school, and every day I would come home, throw my shit on the floor, pull off my shirt, and lock myself in the recording studio to do covers or my own music. It was similar to 21P, that’s the only way I can describe it. My songs probably sounded like shit back then but Bro was always listening and he never said anything bad. He would give me pointers occasionally but otherwise he knew it was important to me to just get all my energy out, then figure out how to tweak it myself.
• We did strife on the roof quite a bit. I have a really vivid memory of something really shitty happening, and I just hounded Bro for a strife because I knew I just needed it. He agreed and brought me up to the roof, we both had katanas, and he just let me fucking sail on him. He only blocked, he didn’t attack. Eventually I just broke down and sobbed and he held me until I stopped shaking. That’s not usually how strifes went down but I really like that memory.
• Rose lived in New York, Jade lived on some island, and John lived in Washington or a similar state. We all chatted online, and SBURB was just a video game we all played. One of Rose’s moms was a best selling author so my flights over there were always paid for. Their moms really liked me, they considered me a member of the family. Roxy was kind of in and out, I don’t think she had a bad relationship with her family, but she just wasn’t around a lot. She had a crush on Dirk and would ask me about him whenever she saw me.
• Dirk was in a long distance, on-again-off-again relationship with Jake. It wasn’t very healthy and sometimes I got worried about him. Jake travelled perpetually, I don’t think he had a permanent home anywhere, and I don’t think he was related to Jade at all.
• I was albino, kind of androgynous, and lanky. Bro was tall and muscular as fuck. D looked a lot like me, but taller and more fit. Dirk was very honey toned in his hair and skin, with a good amount of muscles and really warm brown eyes. Jake was dark skinned, black hair, and green eyes. Jade was pacific island-y looking, with messy black hair and hazel eyes. Rose was fair skinned with very light blonde hair, and she always wore varying shades of purple contacts but I think her eyes were naturally dark brown. John was medium-light skinned, bruised easily, black/dark brown hair, and blue eyes. Roxy was tall and boyish and dyed her hair light pink. The heights of us kids, in order from tallest to shortest, was: me, Jade, John, and Rose. The order of the older kids, tallest to shortest, was: Dirk, Jake (very close to Dirk though), Roxy, and Jane. I don’t remember what Jane looked like but I know she was the shortest. I don’t think her and Dirk were very close, I think she was mostly Roxy’s friend. I also remember John’s dad was kind of a DILF.
• I never invited anyone to Texas, I always want to their places, because John and Rose had such nicer houses. I don’t think me and Jade were ever one-on-one together, I think it was always at one of the others’ places. I know Rose had group sleepovers with the four of us a few times a year.
• Ok I’m gonna talk about BroDave now.
• Yeah me and Bro were together. We were literally half brothers, I was around 16 when we started having sex. It’s fucked up. I know. I don’t talk about it often. But it’s actually a really huge comfort for me. I won’t share the dirty details here but just know I have a lot of memories. The only person that knew (outside of Dirk and D) was Rose, because they knew everything about me.