★Timelines: 1
★IDs
- Cis man (he/him)
- Gay
- Monogamous
★Canonmates
- None found
- Looking for Connor, Arnold, and Nabulungi!
★General memories
- My parents didn't really reach the point of being neglectful, but they were pretty distant and put a lot of pressure on me to be a Good Mormon Boy.
- Going to Orlando for like a week-ish was really important to me because as a kid, it was the one and only time I felt like my parents LIKED me. They were super nice to me and let me kind of do whatever I wanted. I associate Orlando really strongly with happiness because of that.
- I definitely had a caffeine addiction lmao, give me all the coffee.
- I was a super big gay! I pushed down the feelings really deep for a really long time and it kept me up at night sometimes because I felt so wrong and guilty and scared.
- In my Spooky Mormon Hell Dream I saw Connor dancing and he uhhhh got a bit more graphic with me than the play shows. It took me awhile to recover from that emotionally. Arnold and Connor were really there for me though.
- Me and Connor got together!
- I got depressed sometimes after everything happened, because I'd gone through a lot with my faith and still struggled with whether or not God was real or not. I'd been raised in such a church-heavy home that I went through times where I felt like a failure for not following Heavenly Father's worth. But like I said before, Arnold and Connor were so supportive and always helped me through it!
- Arnold and Nabulungi got married and there were!!! So fucking cute!!! Wow!!!
- I was QPPs with Arnold!
- I was really dry and rude and like... SO arrogant throughout pretty much all of the events of the play, but it was mostly a defense mechanism, so when we started following The Book of Arnold instead and I was surrounded by positive people and good vibes, I got a lot more sweet and friendly! I still had pretty dry and biting humor though.
- I was a solid switch, and in Spooky Mormon Hell Dream, Connor and I didn't ever like "DO" anything but he did push/pin he down and grind on me with lots of dirty talk. I didn't tell him about the details for awhile after we got together, and was the top for that whole time in our relationship. But once I expressed an interest in switching places, there were nights when he went full power bottom. Sometimes he even tied me up. It was awesome.
dec 14 2018 ∞
sep 3 2020 +