★Timelines: 1

★IDs

• Cis girl (she/her)
• Bi-greyace
• Monogamous

★Canonmates

• None found
• Mostly just looking for JD but down to talk to anyone

★General memories

• Big big trigger warning for an extremely unhealthy relationship and self harm!
• The biggest difference between my memories and source is that I never stood up to JD. I just kind of avoided him and faded into the background. As a result, he succeeded in blowing up the school. With me and all the students and teachers inside.
• Me and JD were really toxic. He had me 100% wrapped around his finger. He was extremely controlling, he needed to know where I was and who i was with all the time, he always got angry if I didn't do what he told me to, and we always had sex when he wanted to.
• He liked it when I cut myself. He liked seeing the scars. One time I cut his name into my thigh and he really liked that. I self harmed a lot, both because of this and because of my own fucked up mental state. I liked to burn myself honestly, but he didn't like that as much as seeing me bleed. Sometimes he would cut me.
• We definitely had sex in the car after we shot Kurt and Ram, just saying.
• I'm almost certain JD had done something like this before he moved to Ohio.
• All this being said I'm still absolutely in love with him and I miss my life with him everyday. I couldn't tell you why even if I wanted to.
• I was friends with Heather C since like 3rd grade. Heather D was friends with Betty Finn around the same time. In middle school is when I got closer to Betty Finn, but Heather C was always my best friend. We had tons of sleepovers, matching bracelets, secret handshakes, everything. High school is when the three Heathers came together and became super popular. I kind of became popular by association. High school is also when Heather C started acting like a mega bitch. I still don't know if it was all just an act or if she really changed, deep down.
• JD's dad was an alcoholic who yelled a lot and abused his mother. I don't think he ever hit JD but he certainly yelled at him a lot.
• I really liked to read classic literature and poems. I wrote a lot of my own poems too, when I wasn't writing in my diary. I couldn't decide if I wanted to major in English or Law when I went to college.
• I don't really remember how I got JD to leave me alone. I think I had a big, final break down when he tried to talk me into murdering Heather D and left his house. After that I just never made eye contact and ran away from him in the halls and I guess he got the hint.
• I do feel a little bad for Heather D, she was treated like shit, but god she became even worse than Heather C. She straight up harassed multiple people and suicide baited them, even with everything that had happened. At least Heather C was more subtle about everything.
• I feel worse for Heather M. I could tell she didn't really like the things we were doing and was just trying to stay afloat socially. I think we could've been better friends if we'd gotten the chance.