• FUCK
  • i made a long ass list and then i accidentally lost it before i could save it
  • sad panda
  • anyway
  • listography is my go-to in times of desperation
  • this is definitely one of those times
  • you know, i printed out your list from february 10 and i carry it around in my journal
  • i pull it out and read it when i'm feelin down
  • needless to say, i've been pulling it out a lot lately
  • haaaaa
  • so
  • ojos azules
  • oculi caeruli
  • yeux bleus
  • which language says it the shittiest?
  • cause it's pretty shitty
  • regina spektor actually wrote a song about this very subject
  • "silly eye-colour generalizations"
  • look it up
  • i pretty much agree with everything she has to say on the matter
  • lucky for you, megan has those gorgeous green eyes
  • if only i could find a green-eyed boy
  • or just a good old-fashioned brown-eyed man
  • i'm not trying to put too much value in these superficial things
  • but this symbolism is making me superficial
  • you know?
  • anyway
  • how are you?
  • best news of the day: i get to see you tomorrow and hear all about your life
  • like the outcome of your security guard test!!
  • i really hope you get employed
  • you definitely want it enough
  • i'll trade you a crush bold for a canadian camel
  • :)
  • the name of my religion is just a ten-letter word
  • and discretion is the name of my cement-feathered bird
  • if you didn't hear, then fuck whatever's heard
  • ahhhh i love slug
  • i can't listen to "the number one" anymore, can you?
  • it's too sad and i'm too old
  • nobody sees tears when you're standing in a storm
  • the only thing that makes sense now is godlovesugly
  • do you still have the mannigan?
  • i liked the mannigan
  • i have your altamont jacket
  • i'm thinking about wearing it tomorrow
  • if it's clean
  • HA like that matters
  • i'm going to wear it anyway
  • it makes me feel safe and happy and WARM
  • the cold and the insanity are too much sometimes
  • you know how it is
  • waiting for the parents to sleep so you can go out for a smoke break
  • i wonder what you're doing right at this exact moment
  • hopefully you're warm and happy
  • the latter is a lot to ask for
  • believe me, i know
  • but i hope nevertheless
  • so
  • the marriage project is due a week from today
  • i have done 7% of it
  • fuck
  • plus i have a bunch of other shit due next week as well
  • i don't even want to think about it
  • i want to curl up into a little ball in my bed and disappear
  • but i can't
  • and i won't because i'm going to see you tomorrow so it'll be okay
  • love you
  • talk to you soon
  • <3
dec 6 2011 ∞
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