• iiiiii love you david
• i'm glad you reminded me of listography cause this really is the only electronic communication we have as of right now :/
• being on here is making me remember all these weird things
• like manchester orchestra, a band i used to be really into over the summer for about a month or so
• anyway
• i
• love
• you
• very
• much
• hey
• we've been through so much together. everything's so different now than it was this time last year. and you were there back when things were different, and you're still here even though everything else is ...

• finding money on the ground
• a spontaneous kiss
• a drawing
• umami
• nail polish that didn't chip
• a hair growth spurt

• elora
• get a job
• taemin
• olivia
• learn sitar
• play my harp
• read david foster wallace's bibliography

• who invented the pencil?
• how do boats float?
• what are the different types of clouds called?
• how did i get caught sneaking out that one time?
• how do engines work?

• danae
• eli
• harry
• helena
• liam
• lucille
• margot
• minerva
• naomi
• odette
• penelope
• phoebe
• rupert
• simon

• blazed
• called every pizza place in the city
• mowed down on some buffalo nuggets and cinnastix
• drunk dialed everyone
• laughed hysterically
• o_______________________o

• i'm actually quite sentimental and cheesy, more than i let on.
• lying and stealing are huge thrills.
• whenever i do/say something embarassing, i always get the overwhelming urge to inflict pain upon myself. (thankfully i don't get embarassed by as many things nowadays as i used to)
• i'm quite gluttonous when i'm by myself. especially when i'm angry; i call it "revenge eating." it's satisfying to know i can eat ludicrous amounts of carbs and not gain weight.
• even when writing things i know no one will ever read, i always write as though i'll have an audience.
• i love watching people who don't know i'm watching them.
• i'm really bad at standing up to boys, even if they do or say something incredibly offensive or mean to me.

• Helena Bonham Carter
• Ben Gibbard
• Tim Burton
• Alan Rickman
• Keira Knightley
• Noam Chomsky
• J.K. Rowling
• David Sedaris
• Evanna Lynch
• David Foster Wallace (r.i.p.)
• Dorothy Parker
• Emma Watson
• Rupert Grint
  • come to think of it, the entire cast of Harry Potter
• Zooey Deschanel
• Joanna Newsom
• Winston Churchill
• Peter Sellers

• spooning
• cuddling
• poop
• fart

• re-reading Harry Potter books 6&7
  • flipping to the end of book seven and getting misty-eyed EVERY TIME
  • specifically, the chapter titled "the prince's tale"
• watching Friends reruns
• Latin homework
• midday naps
• haunting facebook
• long showers
• berating myself
• marching band
• nausea, lightheadedness and constant shivering

• your eyes change color
• "you know" is what you say when you're groping for what to say
• you smile when no one's looking at you
• when you go to the kitchen for a midnight snack, you usally go for dry wheat chex
• you walk with a slight limp (which i didn't notice until someone pointed out to me)
• there is a hint of virginia in your voice
• nothing was ever the same after your mom died
• you always eat my food
• you tie your left shoe before your right
• you never turn your phone off
• you always notice the sunset

• are you hurting the one you love?
• no one's laughing at god on the day they realize the last sight they'll ever see's a pair of hateful eyes
• his words are quiet like stains on a tablecloth washed in a river
• a pair of dull scissors and the yellow light, he told me that i'd done alright and he kissed me til the morning light
• i never ever cried when i was feeling down; i've always been scared of the sound
• One of these mornings you're goin to rise up singing. then you'll spread your wings and you'll take the sky
• we've both been very brave, walk around with both legs
• give me your eyes, i need sunshine
• i'll destroy this useless heart, i'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again. not just for me, but for anyone.

• FUCK
• i made a long ass list and then i accidentally lost it before i could save it
• sad panda
• anyway
• listography is my go-to in times of desperation
• this is definitely one of those times
• you know, i printed out your list from february 10 and i carry it around in my journal
• i pull it out and read it when i'm feelin down
• needless to say, i've been pulling it out a lot lately
• haaaaa
• so
• ojos azules
• oculi caeruli
• yeux bleus
• which language says it the shittiest?

• valentine's day
• had challah french toast for breakfast (i love my mom)
• everyone wore red or pink
• broke the dress code yet again
• mr. woolery wore an abraham lincoln costume
• chris gave me a rose from his bouquet for angelica
• latin class, boring shit
• apush test & FRQ that i think i may have done okay on
• boring anatomy class sans angelica, listened to braden and jasmine talk about whatever, ate jasmine's valentine's day chocolate
• cursed single life
• cursed non-single life
• hung out with chris in computer lab
• played chess on the computer while he did his homework

• STARS
• Arcade Fire
• Wolf Parade
• Tegan & Sara
• Broken Social Scene
• Feist

• Susan's house
• the orthodontist's office
• my bed (the only part of my bedroom that doesn't get service)
• Cristina's bedroom

• facebook.com
• dollmedic.tumblr.com
• meebo.com
• flickr.com (hours and hours of endless browsing)
• thesixtyone.com
• wikipedia.org
• thehousethatindiebuilt.blogspot.com
• my friends' blogs

Good

• waking up to the sound of rain
• not being tired to the point of death
• mr. hatcher talking about lady bodybuilders
• mr. lorme getting excited about ideological revolutionaries
• taylor complimenting my poem
• the sun coming out in seventh period
• hanging out with david after school
• talking to mrs. landinguin
• the sky
• calligraphy everywhere
• sunshine rolls for lunch
• white shoes
• banana chocolate chip muffin
• having the house to myself
• artichoke and spinach pizza
• joey saying he'll me his english hw

Bad

• animal collective
• mayday parade
• the mars volta
• flight of the conchords
• queen

• let it go-e.e. cummings
• the moon is distant from the sea-emily dickinson
• shakespeare's sonnets
  • 46
  • 141
• retort-paul laurence dunbar
• to helen-edgar allen poe
• the ballad of reading gaol-oscar wilde (ambitious)
• ozymandias-shelley

• 100 years of solitude
• prozac nation
• trainspotting
• smoke and mirrors
• brief interviews with hideous men
• the broom of the system
• dress your family in courderoy and denim
• a portrait of the artist as a young man

• what do australian christmas cards look like?
• what's robby fernandez doing?
• how would my life be different if i had gone to hogwarts?

• my first grade self running a marathon in new york city
• my mom selling my books to buy weed
• slipping off the edge of a cliff
• being right-handed
• having crooked teeth

• re-cover chemistry book
• freshman year service hours >_____<
• LAUNDRY
• driver's ed
• refill lined paper
• organize folder
• check flights to boston
• homework
  • DBQ outline
  • read Candide & questions
  • notes
  • religion project.

• when someone else asks you to lie, it isn't worth it
• wear your rubber bands or else your braces will NEVER come off
• people die when you least expect it, so never get complacent

• I Can Feel A Hot One-Manchester Orchestra
• Maribella's gorgeous eyes
• "I took it like a grown man, cryin' on the pavement"
• penpals
• ojos azules
• all the people i love who will never read this list

• "going halvsies" on any kind of sandwich
• el pollo loco
  • BRCs
  • soup
• gray beanie
• hint of lime chips
• cactus cooler (!!!!)
• apples to apples
• spinach
• poetry
• Bookstar
• yellow curry
• American Apparel poster in my bedroom
• The bus
  • transit tv
• Morrisey
  • The Smiths
• Guatemala

• tulle
• archipelago
• bruschetta
• herbal
• aesthetic

• i miss you
• there's this song that reminds me of that one time at your house
• i'm so sorry
• my feelings are still hurt
• you have the nicest smile
• thank you for being my friend
• i didn't mean any of what i said back there
• is there anything i can do to stop you from falling apart?
• you are a huge bitch and i can't stand being in the same room with you
• can we please just be friends?
• please shut the fuck up
• i love you too

• The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
• Oblivion by David Foster Wallace
• Consider the Lobster by David Foster Wallace
• The Overcoat and Other Stories by Nikolai Gogol
• The Complete Stories of Franz Kafka

• amazon kindle
• cheese whiz

• his big green eyes
• he purrs a lot
• he never scratches even though he has claws
• he likes me more than he likes my mom

• "ludicrously batlike"
• "The sea gushed forward and backward; it was a mournful sound."
• "Fred reckons his left buttock has never been the same since."

• "you are not to blame, bittersweet distractor"
• "take me back to the place where I could feel your heart"
• "i hate to say it but my brain is a poetry organ, my heart an ever-reaching muscle, and you are a beautiful girl forever in a sunday dress."
• "I can’t help thinking whether you look up every time my name is called just like I treat yours as mine too."
• "If you're wondering if i want you to, i want you to."
• "Chasing the only meaningful memory I thought I had"

• harry potter british edition
• long johns
• softsoap grapefruit body wash
• harry potter sweater
• Infinite Jest or any other book by David Foster Wallace
• a black coat

• airports and the thrill of traveling
• blue eyes
• chocolate chip banana muffins
• djarums with friends
• early in the morning, when the sun hasn't quite risen but it's close, and it's raining
• friends holding my hand
• girls with long legs
• hello kitty's face on absolutely anything
• intellectual discussions
• jumping on the bed
• kittens, especially raising them
• listening to other people's points of view
• mother's cooking
• nose functions (i heart cty)
• orange things, being that orange is my favorite color
• purple poppies like the ones in liberty v...