• I have bad eyebrows
• I hate sex (95% of the time)
• I'm very clingy at first, and then I become very distant.
• I take an hour to get ready (shower, hair, makeup, clothes)
• I always have my sights set on someone else
• I put my life and family before any relationship
• I am a complete bitch
• I complain a lot
• I have IBS
• I don't think I have a very nice body
• I'm not spontaneous at all
• I overthink everything
• I am super lazy
• I am obsessed with myself
• I will ignore your phonecall
• I get pissed off about little things
• I get pissed off about EVERYTHING

• bedroom furniture
• More than two shirts
• more than one pair of pants.
• long hair
• college degree, without attending college
• a million dollars
• a reality tv show
• a life that others envy
• to be taller
• a better camera

• two unidentifiable christmas songs
• aladdin
• Mary Poppins
• Jordin Sparks "Get yer llama"
• "Do you know what never gets old, allison? To replace the word 'girl' with 'squirrel' in songs. try it."
• "I'm crazy for this squirrel.."
• Evan and Jaron's "Crazy for this girl"
• "Mister pleeeeeeaase, don't take the squirrel."
• The Little Mermaid, Kiss the 'squirrel'
• Good Charlotte, Riot 'squirrel'
• Baby, it's cold outside
• George of the jungle.

• 18 old/wet towels
• can of febreeze
• clogs
• cup of sweet tea with green fuzz on top
• my boots
• dirty underwear
• overflowing trashcan
• pile of 19 pairs of shoes she's never worn
• hello kitty toaster
• mannequin head
• box labeled "corn pops"
• basket of flip-flops
• notebook & pen conveniently placed, ready for writing
• 7 half empty bottles of mocha starbucks frapuccino
• hairbrush
• two desktop computers that look like they have been mauled by bears
• dirty (maybe clean?) laundry everywhere

• phone bill $60
• doctor bill $200
• blockbuster late fee (thanks bailey) $15
• greenville tech $1564
• internet $45

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(I'm going to go with my grandparents on my dad's side, since they're both deceased)

• My granny used to always give me apple juice
• Granny's clinique perfume
• their pink bathroom
• Granny staying up late into the night to sew me dresses
• shag carpet
• Poppie's office with all the tons of old pictures and books
• Poppie singing to me and playing piano
• Poppie's white leather recliner
• watching ice skating on tv
• cleaning the bird bath in the back yard
• Granny's chocolate cake
• Granny's cookies she kept in the orange tupperware bowl under the counter
• playing with wigs in the closet of the front room

• really old Fall Out Boy
• Mariah Carey
• Celine Dione
• Taylor Swift
• Good Charlotte
• Something Corporate
• Hanson
• Backstreet Boys
• Nsync
• Lil' Wayne
• Britney Spears
• Christina Aguilera
• Any Christmas Music, any time of the year

• The Honorary Title - everything I once had
• Ryan Cabrera - She's
• Iron and Wine - Such Great Heights (orig. The Postal Service)
• Armor For Sleep - Car Underwater
• Copeland - pin your wings
• Something Corporate - Konstantine
• Snow Patrol - Run
• Deathcab for cutie- Tiny Vessels
• Bullet for my Valentine - (i never knew what the name of this song was, i just know it annoyed me)
• Shop Boyz - Party like a rockstar
• T-payne - buy you a drink
• Finch - Letters to you
• Finch - What it is to burn
• Emery - The Ponytail Parades (acoustic)

I may update this as more hit me. These aren't all linked to the breakups, some just are ones I heard a lot during the rela...

• Air Bud is on tv.
• I had an allergic reaction to Nair
  • and what looks like poison ivy all over my legs
• Found what I'm getting my dad for christmas although I have a feeling I won't get much.
• popping my knuckles
• I have a really bad ponytail going on thanks to horrible weather.
• doing laundry
• trying to figure out why we said some of these phrases back in the 90's. This movie is lamelamelame.
• stressing over greenville tech. still. It's been almost a year that I've been trying to work this out.
• about to say screw it and forget about my transcript and my 3.4 GPA, and start over

• a pair of gray tights I accidentally shoplifted and just now discovered
• a brochure on "suggested aftercare guidelines for body piercings"
• Next week's work schedule
• a receipt from Corona's
• birth control pills
• phone charger
• black industrial strength sharpie
• checkstub
• ipod hookup
• Mark. Flip-for-it in Sydney.
• nintendo DSi
  • pokemon pearl
  • rhythm heaven
• Mark. Juice Gems lipgloss
• Xyzal pen from work
• falling apart glasses case that I never use
• CVS nametag