- MW- You don't have the most ethical ways of handling things. Most of the time, they seem even mental. Sometimes I sit and think 'What would possess you to do/ say that?'. For a while, I felt bad, no one liked you or your personality. But then I came to the realization after a brief but eye-opening conversation, that you are sorry. It takes a lot of guts and will power to look someone in the eye and apologize. Just hearing you say that you want to make things better with everyone you've hurt, just shows that there is some hope for you after all. I'm sorry for thinking that you were stubborn and would never change. I was wrong.
- LD- I care so much about you. More than you think. Yes we've had our hardships, and I don't think you have particularly favored me at times. But even if you hate my guts or love me to death, I will always feel the same about you. I care about you too much. The thought of losing you, hell, even the thought of you not being happy, makes me cry. The world would be so much darker, much more dull, and most of all more depressing and unenjoyable, if you weren't here to spend the rest of your life with us. I want you to spend the rest of your life with us. If you need us ever, and I mean ever, please, we are here. Because you are worth it. I would be lost without you. Even though we aren't that close, I really hope you can see how much I care about you and how much I am willing to help. Please, don't hesitate to call me at 3:00 in the morning, confronting me at school or whatever. I'm trying so hard to get close to you, because I think you are such a wonderful person, and I almost lost you. So please, give me a chance.
- JF- Right now, all I can say is I'm so sorry. You were kind, and open to try and fix things, but I ruined it. You were so good to me. You always treated me so kindly and was so nice to me and all I did was spit in your face and come up with a sappy excuse. Well, here's my honest to god message to you. I missed the friendship we had. You were like my brother. You were so close to me. But you don't want anything to do with me now. And I can understand why. And it kills me to come to terms with the fact that I don't think we can or could ever be friends. Not because I'm an emotional brat, it's because you're too good for me. I don't deserve all the second chances and the one thousand apologies. And I'm not saying this out of self pity or anything like that. This is what I have to say. Yes, at times, you make me want to rip my hair out. You make me want to lock myself in my room and write every nasty thing I could think about you. But that's just my emotional self speaking out of pure frustration and sadness. You don't want anything to do with me, because I was horrible to you. I scarred your heart, beat you senseless with my harsh words and kicked you to the curb to deal with it by yourself. I am genuinely sorry. I'm not asking you to forgive me, or be best friends with me again. I'm just begging, please, just know that I am so sorry.
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