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• Weed/Hookah...Wraps...the smell...the crackle sound...(although I can't smoke and haven't cause of Girlbaby! :( )
• Searching for names
• "Scarlett"
• Maliah! <3
• HGTV
• Cupcake Wars
• Coffee/Iced Coffee/Milk tea/ Bobies
• Gems
• Idea of making jewelry
• Starbucks
• Slowly accumulating baby clothes
• Want to start arting!
• Bear's done with AWP :)
• Rainbow snake reoccurring in dreams
• Want to go to Blink/MCR tour in Sac in October!
• Hair part finally getting trained lately
• "Fleura"
• Lilac
• Dreaming of the future
• Stockton Walking Man!
• Anime style girl illustrations
• Wondering about Winnie
• Ideas for etsy shop
• Ice...>.<
• Getting slowly better at driving/remembering routes
• Dreaming of a future me
• Looking forward (slightly) to the baby shower
• Healthy hair
• Kaboodling when I get the chance
• Staying the night at Bear's EVERY NIGHT
• HP7 movie getting so close! July 15!
• Dad fixed home computer scanner
• Reaching peace...sometimes...rarely
• The news being out and accepted
• Fruits
• Becoming more mature...slowly and little by little
• My cubbies and drawers at Bear's and gradually bringing stuff from home to fill them
• Not fighting with Alysson since Maliah was born
• Plans for Youtube/Etsy/Tumblr

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• Waiting 10+ more weeks to smoke :(
• being tempted and teased from Bear smoking around me every single day!
• Losing my green and black witch rings
• Facebook
• No computer :( Not being able to blog or store my files in one place or anything else
• NO $$$$
• Stronger contractions
• Pregnancy symptoms in general...they're getting more intense and uncomfortable day by day
• My magazine subs. getting "lost" at my house
• Waiting to move...
• Sucky Ipod pics
• My house
• Nick
• My mom
• Having to use the downstairs computer and constantly fight with Nick over using it
• No space in Bear's room
• Nowhere to put my stuff!
• Cervix pain
• Neglecting my blog
• My car
• My room is a mess
• Constant discomfort
• Backaches
• Trouble breathing
• Faintness in the mid-late afternoon everyday lately
• Having to drive everywhere
• Angelina becoming lazy/annoying/a weeaboo
• Acne
• Body hair
• Boring slow days
• Boring current kpop world/lame comebacks
• Waiting to drink again... Not being able to enjoy myself much when I go out, or not being able to go out to much in the first place
• Anxiety and impatience over moving
• My pregnant body/even poorer self image
• No clothes fitting
• Guilt over peach
• No s3x for a long time...
• Congestion!
• No real food in my house
• Feeling homeless
• How my mom is raising my brothers
• Short nails
• Scarred legs from scratching
• Delta f'ing up my fin. aid for 2011-2012 the same way they f'ed up my fin. aid for 2010-2011
• Too many errands/appointments/meetings
• Not keeping up with my journals or blogs
• Toothaches!
• GAS IS A BITCH
• Feeling weird/off/disturbed
• Humid oven days starting
• Feeling boring/insecure/lazy because I always need to lie down