• prelim results
  • the mere thought of having my grades in red before my very eyes scares the crap out of me already.
• friends
  • everyone's either studying or not studying. most of them are just studying. kinda. they scare me.
• internet
  • big serving of scary/ big waste of time. pretty things like listography can result in fatal (heheh) consequences;

i.e: physics prelim's tmr and it's 2.49am fcuk.

• time with grandparents
  • writing this here, is weird. these days, what scares me is the fact that my mom is adamant about her point that my grandma and pa ain't gonna be here any longer. it's depressing.

too. much. thoughts. am i a sad girl?