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- June
- 21/06: fucking alarm clock, him reading, detachment
- 22/06: heartbreaking message, naps, hard readings, rest
- 23/06: spontaneous dance party, family day, insecurities
- 24/06: napping, awful conversation, confused feelings, procrastination
- 25/06: tired doesn't even cut it anymore
- 26/06: bad decisions, cute afternoon, always tired
- 27/06: first wave of relief, nick miller
- 28/06: lovely afternoon with the cutest boy
- 29/06: honey-o, grandma's special lunch, Harry Hole
- 30/06: bff fun times, skin care day 1
- July
- 01/07: slept most of the day, sads
- 02/07: weird af mood, smokeys, long-ass call
- 03/07: new haircut, odd mood, moving excitement
- 04/07: powerful nap, coldies timesies, missing him
- 05/07: awful experience ~again~, feeling unsupported emotionally
- 06/07: slept all day, wrote a bit
- 07/07: went shopping by myself, perfect jeans
- 08/07: always letting people down, awful mood
- 09/07: ugly emotion turn pity, fun talks
- 10/07: crushing hard on Beowulf, treat yo'self
- 11/07: doppelgangers, rocking new hairstyle, monograph breakthrough
- 12/07: Grendel rambles, my love for freaks
- 13/07: cutest date, movies, goth princess day
- 14/07: dark day, finished The Snowman, self-care
- 15/07: dark day #2, kinda awkward date
- 16/07: cute reading moments, repressing weird feelings
- 17/07: tidied up mess, feeling gross af
- 18/07: odaat success, jammisies on my planner
- 19/07: jammisies on planner, weird make-out sesh
- 20/07: productive day until it wasn't, moody
- 21/07: weird vibes, weird day, cute boy
- 22/07: Dracula, i have a boyfriend now?
- 23/07: cool movies, cute boy, low-key freak-out
- 24/07: productive day, missing him, fucking allergies
- 25/07: productive day, bizarre movie, fun date
- 26/07: sci-fi thingies, odd mood, cute boy
- 27/07: 1st day of therapy, orange cake
- 28/07: weird mood, OCD episode, snacks abound
- 29/07: weird mood, snacky AF, fun times
- 30/07: back to work, he's still lovely
- 31/07: giving talks, missing him, insomnia, pain
- August
- 01/08: severe sleep deprivation, met new students
- 02/08: exhaustion hangover, temper tantrums, hot pic
- 03/08: dirty twirls, fancy-ass popcorn, procrastination, productivity
- 04/08: pulled a muscle, slept all day
- 05/08: monograph day, weird vibes, cute plans
- 06/08: time management queen, cute gifs, work
- 07/08: dark day, seeing him, cutest audio
- 08/08: intense sexting, weird texting, finished thingie
- 09/08: grumpy AF, slept a lot, self-care
- 10/08: yay day, rain, mommy and me
- 11/08: bff fun day, weird af mood
- 13/08: crazy asthma attack, feeling super sick
- 17/08: weird convo, beautiful music, shitty feelings
- 18/08: shitty mood, gilmore girls, feeling sick
- 19/08: almost break-up, awesome play, lovely boy
- 20/08: constant headache, treat yo'self, working times
- 21/08: overwhelmingly in love, linguistics fun times
- 22/08: has it really been a month?
- 23/08: great afternoon, Eleanor is not fine
- 24/08: tidied bedroom, reshaping life after slump
- 25/08: tense morning, lovely day with him
- 26/08: somewhat productive day, hard to breathe
- 27/08: longest monday of the year, tired
- 28/08: odd mood, dirty thingies, magic pencil
- 29/08: cpe studies, odd mood, quite tired
- 30/08: surgery talk, sad af, cute date
- 31/08: odd mood, sadsies, slept a lot
- September
- 01/09: tired, sleepy, sad, nice class, ugh
- 02/09: still sad, crabby and useless, ugh
- 03/09: grumpy, driven by caffeine and hatred
- 04/09: cute boy, still sad, kinda angry
- 05/09: grumpy, slightly ragey, cute study times
- 06/09: cute boys day, amazing cool class
- 07/09: home alone, monograph times, odd mood
- 08/09: cutest loveliest date, ODC full-blown episode
- 09/09: monograph times, productive day, bad ideas
- 10/09: productive day, caffeine crash, painful injury
- 11/09: productive day, odd mood, tuna stuff
- 12/09: productive day-ish, missing my grandma, sadsies
- 13/09: afternoon with him, hanging with grandma ♡
- 14/09: tired and sad all day long
- 15/09: mostly tired, a bit productive, ugh
- 16/09: monograph day, awful gastritis, expensive date
- 17/09: worked a lot, quite sick, tired
- 18/09: voiceless, sad convo, visiting grandma, sicksies
- 19/09: quite sick, hospital alone, monograph thingies
- 20/09: meeting with advisor, afternoon with him
- 21/09: odd mood, hair appt, friendly hang
- 22/09: sadsies, day with him, fun sex
- 23/09: odd day, interrupted sex, saddest break-up
- 24/09: worst mood, annoyed at the world
- 25/09: Eleanor Oliphant is finally fine, pain
- 26/09: finished Neuromancer, angry venting, stressful day
- 27/09: tired, sleepy, self-loathing, bad day, monograph
- 28/09: more productive, nostalgia, French boy, sleepy
- 29/09: cool people, dirty twirls, needy af
- 30/09: fun hang, productive day, eh sex
- October
- 01/10: rough day, cutest boy, rain-induced happiness
- 02/10: cute boyfriend, cool class, cute date
- 03/10: long coffeeless day, grumpy, cute bff
- 04/10: cute boyfriend, cute professor, yummy popcorn
- 05/10: slept a lot, quite productive day
- 06/10: good mood, productive day, slept badly
- 07/10: election day, cried a lot, scared
- 08/10: awful mood, good classes, pregnancy scared
- 09/10: hanging with him, haunted by grandma
- 10/10: exhausted, odd mood, feeling unsupported, sadsies
- 11/10: exhausted, unproductive, paranoid, officially not pregnant
- 12/10: really hot day, really sad convo
- 13/10: tattoo day, spooky times with bf
- 14/10: sadsies, beautiful moment in the rain
- 15/10: missing him, unproductive, distracted, weird vibes
- 16/10: finished this fucken thing, good day
- 17/10: good mood, weird vibes with bf
- 18/10: thirsting on my professor, odd day
- 19/10: resting day, weird vibes, party mood
- 20/10: good day until it wasn't, sadsies
- 21/10: productive day, closer to finishing things
- 22/10: odd day, angry af, bff date
- 23/10: lovely day with him, rainy happiness
- 24/10: grumpy af, great feeback session, tired
- 25/10: great day with him, cute timesies
- 26/10: cutest day, amazing movie, real people-tired
- 27/10: sketching beautiful girl, resting day, comfort
- 28/10: election, this country is absolute bullshit
- 29/10: weird mood, bad vibesies with mom
- 30/10: grumpy af, slept a lot, ugh
- 31/10: halloweeeeeeeeeen, cool make-up, great day, headache
- __ November__
- 01/11: cutest bf moments, no self esteem
- 02/11: cute bf, cool movie, odd moodsies
- 03/11: resting times, kinky times, cool show
- 04/11: dark and twisties, changed the hair
- 05/11: grumpy, productive, sleepy af, odd mood
- 06/11: odd mood, hot bf, bff times
- 07/11: productive day, loud people, unwanted touching
- 08/11: weird day, weird mood, weird talks
- 09/11: tattoo day, dark and twisties, moody
- 10/11: good day turned odd, grumpy pants
- 11/11: unproductive day, bad vibesies, odd mood
- 12/11: good day, productive baby, mildly grumpy
- 13/11: finished the fucking monograph, cute vibesies
- 14/11: great day, xmas joy, rain bugsiness
- 15/11: xmas tree lighting, cute bf timesies
- 16/11: cool movie, knitting, finished a book
- 17/11: bad vibes, weird mood, kinda ugh
- 18/11: bff's bday, unproductive af, sad vibes
- 19/11: okay day, kinda grumpy, sad convo
- 20/11: dark and twisties, grumpy, bad vibes
- 21/11: long day, other bff's bday, smokesies
- 22/11: four months, huh? sad realizations, meh
- 23/11: resting times, odd mood, slept lots
- 24/11: regular day, kinda grumpy, meh mood
- 25/11: trying to be productive, bad conversation
- 26/11: grumpy af, Christmas goodbye, so tired
- 27/11: real weird mood, cute bf, tired
- 28/11: oddly emotional day, grumpy and angry
- 29/11: odd vibes, weird and sad convo
- 30/11: all money was spent, Christmas vibes
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