- i'm such a nihilistic jerk half the time. i'm so fucking sarcastic at times and then there're other times i'm so vulnerable and so sincere
- sarcastic one minute and then caring the next
- i'm just as pissed off about the things that made me pissed off a few years ago
- yeah, i'm pissed off at everything in general
- i mean i have this conflict between good and evil and man and woman, with people doing evil things to other people for no reason, and i just wanna beat the shit out of them. that's the bottom line
- it's just everyone thinks of me as this emotional wreck, this total negative black star in the sky
- i'm not mad! i'm in a perfectly happy mood right now. you asshole
- opiates have always made me feel the security that i wanted to feel to where i didn't hate people as much, have a little bit of affection towards them, or you know, or at least can see past the superficiality of their personality and think of them as a real person. maybe they had a fucked up childhood or maybe it's their environment that's making them this way. it relieves some of the animosity that i have towards people and i needed to do that because i was tired of hating people so much and being so judemental towards everyone.
aug 10 2009 ∞
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