straight edge loverboy angel with various disorders

• i like abandoned buildings, angel statues, autumn and winter, bugs, creepypasta, dr. pepper, felines, gatekeeping, gore, horror media, red and blue and black, switchblades and trench knives, the internet, therianthropy
• i hate fandom/stan culture, hot weather, octanecore, sparkling water

italics = hyperfixation

• genres alt metal, black metal, deathcore, electronicore, electropop, emo, emoviolence, hardcore punk, industrial, mathcore, metalcore, noise pop, noise rock, post-hardcore, sass, screamo, shoegaze, visual kei
• shows fallout, interview with the vampire, metalocalypse, midnight mass, severance, smiling friends, supernatural, the bear
• movies crash, creep, fallen angels, ichi the killer, i saw the tv glow, martyrs, mysterious skin, ritual, saw, the crow, the living end, the passenger, thesis, wristcutters, zero day
• books drawing blood, exquisite corpse, haunted, lapvona, metamorphosis, on earth we're briefly gorgeous, tender is the flesh, things have gotten worse since we last spoke
• videogames cry of fear, deltarune, dramatical murder, faith, fear and hunger, homicipher, mouthwashing, night in the woods, sally face, slow damage, sweet pool, ultrakill, yu...

• a long winter - i'm so bad with goodbyes...
• a perfect kiss - in spite of angels
• die my will - self-titled
• gatherers - mutilator
• the callous daoboys - celebrity therapist