I would like to give a warning now that a few of these memories can be sort of triggering, (self harming)-

• I struggled a lot with self harming tendencies, along with mental health issues (similar to ones I experience now)
• I was very close to Kuro, unsure if it was romantic but it was a very close relationship and I trusted him, resulting in a lot of physical affection and clingyness
• Kuro said he didn’t mind but I was still embarrassed about how clingy I can get ://
• video games helped to keep me focused and calm, especially on long bus rides or any situation that made me anxious (rhythm related games were best)
• Outside of the volleyball team, I was usually ignored in gym classes